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Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 1:29 PM
It was just a litttle late here. Maybe. I'm suchh ashamed of myself to only know things when they became like that. But still, there's some feelings i would like to post it around here.
And that's for my great friend, my best budddy, Belinda.
Whether today you are sad or happy,remember that everything going on in your head is okay. Do not be ashamed of your thoughts, but rather be ashamed of running from them. Life is meant to throw these things our way because they help us to grow. If we are avoiding our feelings with whatever form of escapism we choose, the lessons and growth are lost. Learn something about yourself from every experience. Take something away from every moment you think that no one else could possibly be feeling the way that you do. In reality, it is these very struggles and feelings that connect us together. So girl, If you don’t feel loved, or if you’ve been having a rough time with things and you’re ready to give up, or if you just feel like shit for no reason right now, or u are in need of a listening ear, know that there is someone out there who is thinking about you and wants you to be okay. Even if all you want to do is give up, or crawl into your bed with the covers pulled over yourself and cry, remember that you aren’t alone. even if you feel like you are, you aren’t. Know that if I could be there with you, I would, and I would hug you and tell you that it was going to be okay until you believe it. Because no matter how far-fetched it seems, you will be okay and I hope you chose to stick around long enough for you to see that it it’s the truth. Remember that I am just a call or text away and it doesn’t matter how late/early it is, I would gladly stay up talking to you until you feel calm enough to sleep. I will always be here, and that is not an empty promise. I am never going to leave.Some people might just get up and leave one day, but I’m not going to. I will always, always be here. And you will get through tonight and all of the other shitty nights to come, because everybody has them. But never forget that someone will always love you. No matter what. So stay Strong , girl.
I still remember the wonderful days we spend together. Having fun, going through all the shitty stufffs, staying overnight and make a messs out of ourselves, waking up early in the morning to wash up together, all the stay-backs after schoool, where we always head to the malls even to take neoprints.. and lists just continue. i just wanna let you know, we might be really busy with our life that we cant even meeetup. But hope that u know, no mattter how far-away we are, no matter how many times we do meeetup to reallly update life or have fun, i am always here. In my life, i have always know you as my very best friends and i want us to be like that , always being so close, tillll we got oldd. i remember how i told you about wanting you be my bridemaid, wanting to go travel with you to seee the world when we are old, going out for dimsum like those tai tai during afternoooon. (; i just hope u remember . (: stay strong girl. Do call me for update. I will be waiting till u're alright.
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