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'BOUT ME
24 January'
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Attached to Gary Ong
If our love was a story book, we would meet on the very first page,
The last chapter would be about how I’m thankful for the life we’ve made.
flashbacks
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Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 6:19 PM
REWIND-REWIND.
As promised, i am here for a proper post. Dont worry, it wont be a dragggy, wordy one. i am not in a moood to stare in my lapppy to type out a thousand word essay! So, in short, i am going to summarise my wonderful/happy events that happpened two weeeks ago or so. (;
Special events falls on every 20th of each month. and for this month, what made it even more special would be celebrating two dates together. ! that would be boyfriend's birthday and 7months anniversary. (; Celebrated it early. So, toook a break for school on wednesday. Lovely morning at his house as usual and after that was KFC @compasspoint. it had really been sometime ever since we ate that. not sinful! :X headed to cityarea for shoppppingg! Went marina square/suntec/bugis. Had great fun with him even on the way there. kept teasing ,poking, laughing at each other. Bought him his present over at suntec where he saw an interesting shop selling what he wanted to buy. Headed to bugis to search for my bag and afew tops. I am sick of wearing black dull top most of the time, so i bought myself a few various colours of tops. and then home-sweeeet-homee. !
Spent his actual birthday over at my house and we made our own lunch to eat. SPAGHETTI ! it was really delicious , just lacking of a bottle of wine and candle. and then, it would be a perfect candlelit dinner. ! hah. mind me, it's lunch not dinner. :X intending to catch a movie as boyfriend's had gotten himself a 1-1 movie treats. but sad thing was that, the nearest gv was located at tampinese. and when we are ready to go, it was like 5.30pm.So being unable to make it for the movie. i headed over his house for dinner. His dad bought a birthday cake for him, sang birthday song. and yes! got to take a picture with him together with his birthday cake. ! :D and off he went for his birthday celebration with his former class over at clark quay.
and i'm still going to say here,
HAPPY 19, my dear boy ! ♥
Weekends = sleepy days. Spending most of my time sleeeping like a pig. and forget to mention, we had finished watching BOF. and overall, it was a nice shoowwwww. (;
School was as usually great. Was still coping well with studies. starting to love netfund . and afterall, i realised OOP was not exactly as difficult as comp-programming. Rather fun. or maybe it was because i had missed one week of com-prog for the previous semester that make it difficult? hah! (:
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Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 7:50 PM
i promisee to have my blog post soooon! Been busy with school. So, i'll be taking a few days break from here.! (;
By the way,
I am selling two tickets for this coming wednesday(28/10/2009) Singapore Idol Spectacular show.
Venue: Mediacorp ; TV-theatre.
Interested people please contact me! Name your price. (;
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 6:15 PM
I just ended my second day of schoool! I guess i am still able to cope with all my work. Also, i have to thank my two awesome classmates. They really make lesssons much more interesting. We discussed something really funnny that caused us to laugh throughout the entire lesson. Lesson-wise, i think i have to accept the fact that i am still going to learn java for OOP lessons. And , i have a partner here that doesnt really know java just like me! High-five to Yuanzheng.! =/ learning java wasnt a bad thing. The bad one was i dont really understand what tutor was saying! I guess i have to go for self-study for that.
and lastly, i waannnnaaa wish my dear boy,
HAPPY 7th MONTHSARY! ♥
: i just cant wait to enjoy our special day together (:(:(:(:(:
Well, if you think, i might not be the one that you wish to confine in. I wont ask further anymore. I am glad that you have your friends that will be there for you. I just wish you all the best and take care, my great friend.
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Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 8:54 PM
For a new start.
First day of school was started by tutorial. It felt weird by attending tutorial without lecture. and the first thing tutor mentioned to us was project. ohhh god, i am starting to foresee bad days behind that! Since it's a group of two, i partner myself with a new student raidah. Heh. I got an experienced partner here as she had taken this module once! So, let's just hope everything goes well! (;
A new beginning do comes with new resolution. So in this semester, i hope i could cope with my 6subjects. Please let me be in love with java as i have this bad feeling that i am going to continue learning it. Since i have a subject lesser than the other, i am going to work twice as hard this semester. I should have more time to reivise over them! Actions do speak louder than words! Watch it, i am so gonna make it all come true!((;
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Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 1:29 PM
It was just a litttle late here. Maybe. I'm suchh ashamed of myself to only know things when they became like that. But still, there's some feelings i would like to post it around here.
And that's for my great friend, my best budddy, Belinda.
Whether today you are sad or happy,remember that everything going on in your head is okay. Do not be ashamed of your thoughts, but rather be ashamed of running from them. Life is meant to throw these things our way because they help us to grow. If we are avoiding our feelings with whatever form of escapism we choose, the lessons and growth are lost. Learn something about yourself from every experience. Take something away from every moment you think that no one else could possibly be feeling the way that you do. In reality, it is these very struggles and feelings that connect us together. So girl, If you don’t feel loved, or if you’ve been having a rough time with things and you’re ready to give up, or if you just feel like shit for no reason right now, or u are in need of a listening ear, know that there is someone out there who is thinking about you and wants you to be okay. Even if all you want to do is give up, or crawl into your bed with the covers pulled over yourself and cry, remember that you aren’t alone. even if you feel like you are, you aren’t. Know that if I could be there with you, I would, and I would hug you and tell you that it was going to be okay until you believe it. Because no matter how far-fetched it seems, you will be okay and I hope you chose to stick around long enough for you to see that it it’s the truth. Remember that I am just a call or text away and it doesn’t matter how late/early it is, I would gladly stay up talking to you until you feel calm enough to sleep. I will always be here, and that is not an empty promise. I am never going to leave.Some people might just get up and leave one day, but I’m not going to. I will always, always be here. And you will get through tonight and all of the other shitty nights to come, because everybody has them. But never forget that someone will always love you. No matter what. So stay Strong , girl.
I still remember the wonderful days we spend together. Having fun, going through all the shitty stufffs, staying overnight and make a messs out of ourselves, waking up early in the morning to wash up together, all the stay-backs after schoool, where we always head to the malls even to take neoprints.. and lists just continue. i just wanna let you know, we might be really busy with our life that we cant even meeetup. But hope that u know, no mattter how far-away we are, no matter how many times we do meeetup to reallly update life or have fun, i am always here. In my life, i have always know you as my very best friends and i want us to be like that , always being so close, tillll we got oldd. i remember how i told you about wanting you be my bridemaid, wanting to go travel with you to seee the world when we are old, going out for dimsum like those tai tai during afternoooon. (; i just hope u remember . (: stay strong girl. Do call me for update. I will be waiting till u're alright.
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Friday, October 16, 2009 @ 8:37 PM
EEE. i guess i couldnt do anything to have my timetable change. =// that means i would have to wake up early for my lessssons at 9am. pooor me, gonnna like wake up so early for 4days! and after i have count the number of subjects i toook up this coming semester, its gonnna be like 6. compared it to the previous semester, i have 3 more extra ones. the school is pretty smart to place tutorial right before lecture. so i am like going to have tutorial and then straight to lecture. and my worst day which is monday, turned to be on thursday. okay, no matter what, i am supppose to like my timetable in order to motivate myself! but after seeeing boyfriend's timetable, i am kind of envious him .! his timetable can be like memories so easily as compared to mine! :(:(
I guesss after he adddd his two other CDS into his course, he might be equaally fulll tooo. Heh! thank god i have a friday afternooooon ! :D Tuesday lovely morning and friday wonderful afternooon! HEH,heh,heh. okay enough of whinning. i should be lucky that i am not starting lesssons at 8am and ending lessson as late as 7. (PS: my lastest lessson would probably ends at 5 only !) alright! Countdown: 4more days to 7month-sary! and 7more days to boyfriend's sweeeeet 19! Many happpy events coming up! ohhh, my hair, pleaseeeee grow longer faster each day! i cant wait to take pictures! just that, i cant take with my kuku- head right nowwwwww. =/
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Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 8:20 PM
I dont like this semester timetable leh. how? :((((((((((((((((((((((((((
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@ 1:18 PM
had the last fruitful weeeeeek and then it turned out to have 3more days left noww. :C
why does good things tend to go in such a fast motion ._. just hope i have great scchool days ahead. =/
backtracking, Went dentist with boyfriend,and had my teeeth fixed! beside that, i am pretttty calm during the outcome tooo. all thanks to the injection which made me nummbbb.and this time round, i really couldnt feeel anything except for the grilling souunndd. such a waste for me to worrry and be scaredd previously.! i swear i am not going to eat much sweeets or drink high sugar-intake drink! i dontwaannna spoil my teeeeeeetttth agaaaain manzxzx. got to go back for checkup and filling up a small hole during december. okay, i am not scarrrreeedddd anymoreeeeeeeee. :D
Went vivo after that. Had spicy steamboat for late lunchhh. Was proud of myself , and the next step for me to learn to eat spicy fooood. anyways, it wasnt as spicy as i though. sour-ish instead. Heh:X . Then, head for bens and jerrrry. Yays, you screaaaam , i screaaammm, we screammm for icee-screaaaammm. :D had the mixandmatch one with boyfriend. kind of feeeling sinful when eating. my fats might come baccccccck =/ welll, once in awhile is okay i hopeee. and i have beeeen doing exercise everyday too! caught a movie during evening. "Funnyy People." and thought it would be a comedy show. but not quite funnnny .this teaches us a lesssson , must watch the trailer or read the summary before intending to watch any movies. heh!. anyways, i enjoyed the daaaaaaaaayyyy very much. ! (; Heees.
Be Back for updates soooon!
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Thursday, October 08, 2009 @ 11:38 PM
 Heh. finally done with the colours. i cant find any nice skins, and i dont really know how to do one. So, i decided to change the colour for a new loook. it loooked kind of bumblebeeeeee, and orangeyy-redd nowww. Had a hard time chooosing the colour. well, i will be back with a new blog skin soooon.
just a note to boyfriend:
All I can say is, I'm still earning and building us both strong. And who knows perhaps, very soon, we'd reach our peak where nothing can break us apart. We work hard together alright? I Lovee youuu, my dear ! ♥
Alrights! there's things that i neeeda chiong for tomorrow so i have to sleeeep right now.! So stay tuneddd! will do a proper update soooon! (;
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Wednesday, October 07, 2009 @ 10:49 PM
RANTING/s
Recap, Sunday was family session at grandma house. Caught 12-lotus on mio teevee. and it was real bad. It was a hokkien-based show. and i dont really understand the whole story plot. but i did managed to finish watching the entire showw. it could probably be the singing part. The director is just waay too clever to actually change all the talkings into a song for them to sing. Mummy went malay -visiting with the elder cousin which left me with the younger one. And because i am the only one who is freee to entertain her, she came sticking with me all day. having to satisfy me, she is really smart to call my name throughout just to make me smile. but in the end, it turned out to be quite irritating. heh. aunty came to help me during the afternoon, so i could have some free time alone.
Fast forward to tuesday, spend the morning with boyfriend. and head to rivervale mall in the afternoon to grab my glass jar for evening baking seesion. boyfriend bought something to decorate his rooom , as well as his all-time-favourite magic trick. (i am really amazed each time when boyfriend does a magic trick to me. and i am still in the midst of learning on the two-rubber bands trick ) 6.30pm sharp at pasir-ris is our meeetup for my first ever- baking session. This is the first time i am so serious in learning how to bake coookies. It was such a waste for not paying attention on my FNN lesssion during my secondary school days. =/ we started off by eating at the foodcourt and talking of course. and then , off to fairprice to buy our ingredients. and lastly, to jiayu's house to start the baking . By then, it already 8. but everything goes smoothly. and the end-product of my coookies are reallly wonderful.(just that the cookies are not quite brownish.)but ,it really taste niceeeee. even dadddddddddy agree on it. he even decide to buy me an oven to learn more recipes. yays! (; Actually, my intention was just to learn how to bake and so i can bake something on boyfriend's 19th birthday to give him a surprise. but he knew about it. and so, it turned out not to be a surprise. anyways, he's loving the cooookie like how i do. so, i presume i'm successful.! oh man, i have to reallly thank jiayu for this! (;
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Saturday, October 03, 2009 @ 8:55 PM
 The Prescence of the Big Round Moon
Once again, mooncake festival is finallly here. it kind of remind of the my past during secondary school days. Staying back after schoool, waiting for night to come and we would rush all the way to the nearby park to light up candles to play. why not lantern? well, candles are much more cheaper than lantern , isnt it? and , lantern seemed to be played by the young? :X . okay, i sound so old nowww. =/ anyways, last year mooncake festival was a visit back to educare centre ( fyi, its my childcare centre during my primary schoool life.) and was happpy to seeee tutors, and those aunties. but it was kinda sadd as mr lee and ms tan werent around already.
anyways, this year moooncake festival was different. it had beeen during ever since grandparents passed away. house werent as lively , moooncakes seeemed to be lessser. anyways, i still had my favourite mooncake this year. and i just have a word to describe it :Heavenly. :D:D:D
Heh.had a great morning with boyfriend today. and he's over at his aunty house for gathering noww. hope everything is well there , and he is enjoying his time. (: just settled a date with zerlina and jiayu this coming thurs. gonnna meet them to have a baking session over at jiayu's house! and then, i am gonnna learn how to bakeeeee. my next plan is to buy an oven. Heh. not using my own money. maybe asking dadddy, mummy or aunty jenny for this year christmas present?shall seee how's the outcomeee.! (;
Anyways, enjoy the full mooon tonight! (; well, i am heading to bed early to enjoy the cooling night instead. :X
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Friday, October 02, 2009 @ 11:40 PM
 Speaking of joy
okay! i got a great news to announceeee! that is, boyfriend passed his examination. heh. I know he caaannn do it.!YAYS! (; anyways, he's back home since yesterday. got a visit from him round 10plus yesterday night to get some stuffffs from him. he bought my all-time-favourite snack! that is: peanuts! i loveeeee eating malaysia brand peanuts! i remembered buying like 3 big packets when i am back from genting. and half of it was like eaten before i reached home. :X Also, he bought me chocolates and a keychain. thats' really sweeeet of him. ((((((: Double-YAYness.!
Went over to his house todaaayy as he decided not to head for campp. and we spend the whole lovely day together till night. heard many stories from him, from before the trip all the waaayy to the trip theree. was glad he enjoyed his staaayyy. (; so back to life, we are still searching for a job. a part time job , and probably those event ones. and i have beeen buying strait times because of the classified part ever since the start of the holiday. got one from "Event Crew" but because of boyfriend's genting trip, dint call. maybe i should try to call and ask for vancancy next weeeek. hopefully there is.!
Holidays are gonnaa be over in 2 weeeks or so. and there's like many things to be done and waaanna do before it ends.
Things like :
1. gettting my toooth decay filledd. (it will be done by 14oct.) :D
2. waaaaaannnaaaa go JJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJBBBBBBBBB agaaainnn.
3. wake up without having a mind-set like calling me to go schoool?
4. cut fats! (Argh! when i stand on the weighing machine, it seeemed to weigh the same as before! T.T)
and many many moreeee. howwwww? D;
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Thursday, October 01, 2009 @ 4:49 PM
When the clock strikes nine.
Boyfriend is coming back home tonight. Dint know what time exactly would he be back to singapore. But he do tell me he would be back home round nine. So, i guess he must be sitting on the bus right now._. Well, he has much more things to do tooo. Having camp right on the next daayy. Just hope he could be able to sleep tonight for tomorrow's activity.
Been home this whole daaayy too. was rushing to finish watching "hope to see you again" . Was rather a normal drama in the beginning. but it was really heart-warming to seee old friends meeeet in the end and stufff. threee more discs to go!(; Cant imagine that i have been staring on the television for like a whole 6hours. that means i have watched a total of 6episodes. heh.
Anyways, dadddy bought moooncake. okay, not bought. he got moooncakes from his fellow friends. ahhhh, and thats my favourite type of mooooncake. the crispy layer and it turn like a circle on its appearance. and inside was filled with yaammm. oh my goddddd. that was like delicious. heh. different tastebud from many . many prefer those "Bing-pi" ones. i still think those loook like so i-scream form to me. whats more, over the years, there's like so many type of flavours. chocolate, yam etc etc, and of course the greeentea type(my mum love that the best, but too bad i dont :X)
okayy, gottta rest my eyes a litttle while, and then teeveee again. !:DD TATA.
shortly again, i am gonnna make our absence sweet when we meeet .
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