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'BOUT ME
24 January'
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Attached to Gary Ong
If our love was a story book, we would meet on the very first page,
The last chapter would be about how I’m thankful for the life we’ve made.
flashbacks
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Wednesday, September 30, 2009 @ 6:47 PM
must be wondering why must i snap a photo only with my right face. Well, because two days ago, went jean yip for a haircut with boyfriend. Because, my hair is growing out too much and it seemed messy. I wasnt sure what kind of hairstyle i want . i wanted to have the hairstyle previously. like like, it is short but can be tied. and when tie, my ponytail should turn out spiky and there's this "poink poink" feeling. but i cant possiblt tell the lady that, and so, i asked her whats the difference bettween bob hair and layer. she talked a whole lot of it. whats more she told me my hair couldnt cut bob as my hair werent straight and i have quite a round head. so , i choose to have it layer. and who knows! she cut my hair till .. too much layer.! okay. thats' not the whole problem. the whole problem lies with my fringe. i asked her to just layer abit. guess what she said? she said my fringe abit too long and after she confirm that my fringe is side parting and slant. She went "SNAP!" and there goes my fringe. it loook rather okay on my right side. but my left side was.. shortt. ! ARGH! just like as if i have bangs. oh my goddd. and overall, i looked like a ku-ku. boyish. :(:(:(:( i waaaannnnnttt my fringe to grow loooonnnngggggg. i really hate my hair nowwwww. :(:(:(:( .
This linked me to another problem. boyfriend mum just called me not long ago, inviting me to their aunty house this saturday as they are celebrating mooncake festival. i was happpy and delighted. wanted to tell boyfriend and asked him whether should i join him . but well, he's like at genting right nowww. and i cant wait for him to come back to discuss this. but after loooking in the mirrror this morning,i dont really feel like going. i dont even know how to face all his aunty and uncle with my appearance like that.. can my fringe like groww back me 2 days? i guesss not. =/ . so vexed right nowwwww.
Anyways, was home todaaayyy. had a greeat sleeep yesterday night till this morning. and i was not disturbed by anything until my alarm rang at 10am in the morning. (; watched drama allll theeeeeeeeee waaaaayyy tilll nowwww. beside that, i did went out round 3plus and i head to elias mall.thats to get my project material (as i was lacking of them) . and after that, i flllyyyyy home right away. heh. cant wait to finish this project. (; mum's heading home right now and i'm waitng for dinnneeerrrrr. was waiting for boyfriend call since afternooon . and there's still no news about him. boo-hoo. he should be enjoying himself at the theme park today. hope so.! (;
Love is missing someone whenever he is apart from you, but somehow feeling warm inside because you know he is close in your heart.
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Tuesday, September 29, 2009 @ 4:53 PM
 A Moment Like This.Like i have promised, I am here to rant on my daily life. These days are spent rather happy. And that include the late meet-up i have with boyfriend yesterday night. It seeeeemed like it was just a few hours ago. Hah. that was a good news , because it meant time seemed to pass as fast huh?
Backtracking, Woke up at 9.10 . and the next moment , i rush all the waaayy to my house phone to make a call to school. Hoping , hoping that CM would answer the phone. I've beeen doing that the last few days and all i hear was his secretary telling me he wasnt around. Decided to try my luck again. and fiinnaaalllly, he's around. Wanted to meet him out to discuss about some course-related matters. and so, after a quick breakfast at home, i fly to schoool. Luckily, i was punctual. I mean, creating a good impression of myself might gain me some points isnt it? xD .
And so, had a 30-minutes talk with him. and i realised something that i have almost forgotten. and thank god for that. He talkd about my course, comparing it to the course i would want in mind. and the list goes on. I have captured some of what that he said. " Having the second chance is what everyone would want to have. But chances are only given to people that deserve it. " okay, he meant that, i might not have gotten my desired course right now, but i can always have another chance if i were to work harder and to earn my diploma. I was glad i am in this course afterall. Because i am able to chooose any other course related like business and Psychology etc etc the next time round. And at least , i have info-com foundation tooo. it's not that bad afterall! Bad news was i were still encounter java related stuff in my upcoming study . BBbbbuutt goood news was, i am so going to overcome it ! i am going to revise and stuff so as to build up this confidence for java. ! heh heh heh.
Back to topic, head to Tampines Mart after that. to get something for my project. ! bought myself Hot-dog pancake. Oh my god, it had been a while since i ever eat that. days back in dunman, i always always love to have that for breakfast. and of course the waaayyy out and back to dunman remind me of those dunman school days. anyways! they are always part of my life, and i've never forgotten them. Just that, things have to move on. and no doubts, life is gettting greater and greater, happier and lovely for me. having my dear with me will always be the sweetest moment of life. ! oh, forgot to mention. boyfriend is currently at genting right now. He's lucky to have a free trip to genting with his fellow classmates. i guess he's enjoying himself there.! (;
Headed home after that to continue watching drama. Bathed, and studied java at 3plus. (heh.by the way, i have borrowed a java boook to help me with my revision. ) Well, after reading two chapters makes me feel sleeepy. and so, stopped . here i am bloggging! ((;
Argh! Bel just cancel our meet-up tomorroww :(:(:(:(:( . maybe it's not our day tomorrow.
hey girl,
Even though our busy schedule dont allow us to meeet. but i do remember all the great happy moments i had with you. it will never be forgotten. hoping to have more memories to fill us up. though we dont really get to meet, but you do play a part in my life. (; Do inform me about ur free days sooon. i am freee most of the time now . hope to meeeet you sooon this holiday! and you're misssed baddddlyyy.
*Munching Dark chocolates!*
Missing someone get easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time we saw each other, it's one day close to the next time we will.
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Saturday, September 26, 2009 @ 11:50 PM
Nothing could describe how much i miss you. :((
Though it's only 96hours, but it seemed so looonnnnnggg to me.
Dont worry about how would i survive during ur NS days,
I knew i could wait even it spells enternity.
I have waited for the day when my love came across my life.
My days had never been so colourful,
And it's you that made it. (;
looking forward to the 28th.
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@ 12:25 AM
 TIMECHECK . Argh! it's past midnight and my mind seem to be still energetic ..
Hello to eyebags and a few more tiny pimples popping out on my face. :(( Blackheads are still living around my nose. Though it wasnt that visable, but if anyone were to zoom in on my nose, my nose would look like many small black dots . like small ants crawling around. :(( time to get mummy to invest some money on her daughter's face.. no?
Cannot get into sleep how. boyfriend had been staying with his cousins these days. i hope he do have fun theree.. well, i miss him badly :(( okay! have to sleep no matter what! it suck to know that everyone is sleeping soundly and comfortably while i am like so wide awake. I used to have such nights. and it really suck big time. Even counting of sheeps/bears cant help. Not that much now though.
Okay, i am heading to bed, and hope those small pimples are not going to give birth.
goood morning people, have a great day ahead!(:
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Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 8:32 PM
Cant get to sleep yesterday! went to bed quite early like 2330. but after a few turns, i still cant get to sleep. regardless of how tired i am and how tired my eyes were,my mind doesnt seem to switch off.. I guess this is to prevent that scary nightmare to come back again? i guess so..
Wanna go dentist reeeaall soon, this is really killing me.. :(((
The thought of recalling back what had happen two years ago, was really scary.. and yet, i am going back there again. But the thought of losing all my teeeth is worst than going to the dentist. :C .Yes, i am going to the dentist . i am going to the dentist. i am going to the dentist. At least, there's boyfriend to accompany me there.. (;
today's a stay-at-home day. rush all the drama-s. No doubts, i am s ticking my eyes to the television ever since afternoon till now..Also, manage to get agar-agar done. i think, i failed this time. it wasnt as tasty compared to the last time. argh! =/
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Saturday, September 19, 2009 @ 11:33 PM
Been "BOF-ing" lately. Though it was somehow similar to the original one, but boyfriend and me still continue watching it.And guess what we always do? guessing what will happen next. Heh, so funn.. It yet made me imagine that i'm the director for this show for a second. (at least for a second, though i am not. ;X)
Also, I've been dl-ing some casual games to play. there are like dinner dash, cooking dash, mystery P.I, wedding dash and the list goes on. heh. Rather a great companion to make me sleeepy before i head to mars everynight. ;X
Oh, Forget to mention that ghost festival is finally over yesterday. Yays! (((; Mummy will not scold me when i mention about the magic word anymore! ;X
Boyfriend date me out next wednesday for a movie! Heh, that is to celebrate our half-a-year anniversary.! but the problem lies with i dont know what movie to watch. =// all the nice nice movie all gone already. :(:(:( okay, before this problem, there's another thing to worrry.. and i'm going to say.." hope boyfriend can get enough sleeeep tonight so he can have plenty of energy , not feel sleepy for his important , important exams to do tmr." *ahem*doesnt have to know what is it. he will know what i mean. Heh!:X
15minutes to 6-months.! ((;
Okay, i am so gonna post it early here. because i need the time to off my lappy and call him right on the dot at 12. heh!
HAPPPPPYYYYYY SIX-MONTH TOGETHER!
love you loaaaddds , boyfriend! :D:D:D:D:D
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Friday, September 18, 2009 @ 10:35 PM
"KIDS"-SITTING FOR A FRIDAY !
Actually, it's not that bad afterall to take care of my two cousins. And because it was a request by aunt jenny, i decided to give it a try (even when i know there might not be any pay for it.) and so, i stayed overnight yesterday as their parents are going to work early morning. slept at 11pm , and woke up round 7.30am. it was a pretty nice sleeep with cold wind except for the horrible pillow i have . thats quite obvious that i am not get used over to the environment there. and thank god i managed to doze off after afew turnover(s). Heh. morning was rather a easy one to pass as we watched kingkong. a prettty oldd showw. That remind me of the first ever movie show with my parents. and come thinking of it, thats also the very first time i ever eaten the sweet/salty snack. POPCORN! heh.
Back to track, teaching kids to revise or to do their homework is quite a tiring thing. What's worst would be having to suprvise two kids who are of different speeed. one with exactly genius speeed, where she can do her work smoothly except for some unsure questions. and having the other who is totally lazy. and of course, more attention on the lazy one.. =/ so, imagine that i've to tuition both together at the same time. it probably got me pissed off..
and when kids's mind/heart are out of the study mode, things get out of control. and of course, i couldnt just shout them off. so, i had them to watch the tv. things are rather well until.. LUNCH! aha! have to setttle their lunch. i am not a great cook neither can i coook well. So, i spend more than an hour settling their lunch. and it came out not that delicious. it's obvious.. guess i have to start to learn cooooking .. i do not want boyfriend to coook for me. ! :C it should be the other way round isnt it? feeling so ashamed lah! :(:(:(:(
anyways, talking of boyfriend. (; he came to accompany me in the afternooon.. and so, spending his time over there playing games, watching tv, and talking to the kids. hah! this was the second time they saw him. and things went rather well. joleen seemed to treat him better than i expected. just that, this girl kept following where i go today!
 this is the irriatating two kids that i am taking care of. See my thick eyebags! ;C
 and lastly, the irriatating girl, joleen, following me all around the house when she got DS to play with .
ended my day with boyfriend. having dinner over at the market.. and i got to say he never failed to make me (:(:(:(:(: each time.. and afterwards, a visit to the doctor for an injection. finally, there goes my last injection. ;DD
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Wednesday, September 16, 2009 @ 9:53 PM
hehe. these days are pretty well spend. ! ;DD There's a new thread coming along me and boyfriend's family. My phone, that red sony encrisson which had been with me for half a year or so , gone dead. reason because i couldnt get much reception. been irriatated enough. i changed back to the old orange one. and for boyfriend's dad side, he has gotten a phone from his uncle to trade in. and guess what is the phone model? HTC! rather a goood brand. And just so lucky enough, my ah yi side has a spare new phone. it was a full touch-screen one. and guess what again? it was HTC touch diamond.! ohhh man =/ . it is really really a nice phone ! and just nice when boyfriend wanna change his phone to that htc old phone (which i think loook rather new except for a wear off button) heee. (;
Rather new to Window Mobile. so, spend quite sometime to figure out with boyfriend. and that explain my late post here.! heh! anyways, results out. not rather good but i did pass everything.! ((; HORRAAAAYYYY!((:
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Saturday, September 12, 2009 @ 11:35 AM
Hiyee people, i am back here blogging! (; i am starting to love this holidays, no regrets! because, for the entire three days, i've been enjoying myself non-stop. okay, at least i am rather early to realise it. if not, my 2 months holidays might be a waste.
I am going to do many updates here. So people, bare with the wordy post. i promise to summarise it all. (;
For a start, i would like to talk about the most exciting one-day date i have with bf two days ago. That is, we actually went JB for shopping. And considered this my very first experience going JB, my very first experience using our savings for shoppping at such a farfar area and of course considered it as our first experience going overseas for dating. Okay, ._. though JB is rather a near area but at least we would not get in contact with anyone else in singapore.! wahahah, that obviously tells you that both our fone did not have any auto-roaming services. okay, back here. We did sort of some research on where to go, contacting friends to ask for experience like whether is it dangerous , what should we look-out, cheaper prices etc etc. and we decide to head for city square or holiday plaza. So, we hang out round city square first. well, it kinda like heeren to me but it is 3 times bigger than heeren. So imagine that. but clothings-wise, everything seemed to sell similar style. So, we decided to head for Holiday plaza. Holiday plaza is like Chinatown to me. but clothings are cheaper. bought Superman Tee-shirt there, and my two shorts. Boyfriend bought a white-colour shirt there. Since it's still early, we took cab to another area called the "JUSCO" . thats the place recommended by the taxi-driver as he claimed that the mall there is three times bigger than City square. So true, but shops there all selling wayyyy tooo expensive than we thought. and it looked so much like Orchard. Reason because all the shop names are familar "Times, Sony, Osim, Top-Shop " and the list goes on. Lunched at pizza hut. Found it really different from Singapore. Because there's no Combo meal except for the Hunger Power set meal. =/ So decide on one of it. Then we head back to City-Square to continue shoppping. Overall, it's an enjoyable trip.Boyfriend was really great. ((; Might try some other places next time.! but i am sure the next trip will be genting together with his family. Time to save money~ ;D
Met Jiayu couple of days ago to have dinner at white sands mac. The sad thing was shaker fries's season is over. so had normal mac-wings for dinner while she had her mac-nuggets as she was going to meet up *ahem* to have ba chou mee at bedok 85. ohhh man, it has also been quite a while ever since i ate that too! =/ anyways, we talked about many things. was glad that her life was smooth-sailing for her. (;
hey girl,
take good care of urself too alrights! i know you are enjoying every lovely you are having right now ya!;D
Yesterday night, met-up with some of the nova's people with boyfriend for awhile.Managed to see only afew of them. and then heeaadd home after that.(;
And Also, bought boys over flower over at JB. it was pirated but thank god that we managed to go through the custom. heh! Graphic might be quite pooor sometimes, but afterall, it is watch-able. ;X heh.heh, we do not have to wait till the price drop this time. So , shall spend these few couples of weeeks to watch it.!(;
PS: injection in 5days time.=/
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Wednesday, September 09, 2009 @ 2:59 PM
Stayed home for the whole morning. and guess what i did? I packed like one side of my room like after deciding to pack since 44529386940 days ago ! Big accomplishment.
boyfriend's on the waaaayyy to my house ._. heh.heh.heh.
And we're going to somewhere neeeewwww tomorrrrow! YAYS!;DD
shall keep you guys in suspense!
hint: somewhere over the bridge. ;X
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Saturday, September 05, 2009 @ 11:23 AM
Hey people, i am back here once. heh! anyways,i just went to check out my e-mail and i saw nuffnang giving out free preview tickets! So, being a newbie here, i shall try to see whether am i lucky enough to earn my first pair of free movie tickets from Nuffnang.
In my opinion , i think the biggest turn-off during a date would be situation turning out unexpectedly due to one being nervous on the first date. I am sure each and every one of us who have experience would know how it felt to go on a date espiecially the first one. . Because for girls, if they agree to go dating with a guy , that really mean that they are interested to further their relationship. Neverthless, they would dress up nicely , doing things that they have never done so as to create a first impression to the date they are dating.Though i have not come across any of them, i do hear some of my best friends sharing with me about their first date which turned out unexpectedly terrible. Situation like wanting to wear dress hoping her date would notice her which turned out that she trip and fall due to her super high heels. and guess what? Though she manage to cover herself , but somehow it did not turned out well because her date would have to carry her up . Another situation that i come across would be my friend literally want to know how about her date. So, she turned out asking him about his family.However, both his parents passed away when he was at a young age and resulted them in embarrassment. And my friend ended up keeping quiet , afraid to start a conversation again. Well, there are many things that would lead to a first date to not end up smoothly or successfully but what i think is that one should not nervous and should act like their normal self during the first date. I am sure the opposite date who date you have already show that they are interested in you. And they ,of course want you to be of your normal self. Stay calm and nothing will go wrong! (;
The reason why i want to watch "The Ugly Truth" would be i want to know more about the happening on the turn-off during a date so i can be more careful when i go for a date with my boyfriend next time!i am sure it will be an interesting comedy show as the trailer itself had already gotten me laughing half-way.So people! Be a fan at the official Facebook page and do catch The Ugly Truth when it opens in the cinemas on the 17th September 09!
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Friday, September 04, 2009 @ 10:40 PM
Many apologies for not getting blog up to date.! Holiday mooooood is here and digging out time to blog is quite a problem too!;X yup! that shows that i'm enjoying each second of my holiday !(;
backtracking :
I'm sure everyone seeen this kind of chocolate before? have i ever mention that meiji produce my all-time-favourite chocolate? well, my closed ones would know that i would always grab myself a chocolate every once a month. heh! thats when my period arrive. Thats' my second source to get myself happppyyyy. and of course, boyfriend dint fail to buy me that every month. and this time, it wasnt dark chocolates. it was this. feeling heavenly -great each time i pop this into my mouthhh. and if i remember clearly, the last time ever since i ate this chocolate will be during my sec-five life, and weisi was the one offering me. heh! her loves: strawberries. heh. anyways, luck lady was with me this month or rather someone's prayer had beeen answered. because, it did not rain on the 2nd and 3rd day of my period! ;D i mentioned this because ever since long long long ago, rainy days always clashes with my period. they seemed to stick with them which made me felt thrice as pain ! X.X So, it was rather an emotional challenge for me to stay calm every then .
Mentioned about challenge. another huge challenge would be having this chinese chess battle against boyfriend. OH GOSH! i would rather say i have under-estimated him. ! For the 6rounds, i am sadly to say that i dint win any. ;( oh manzxzzxz. it seemed that his ah-gong skills are better than my ah-gong skills.! or maybeeeee.. it was because of my one careless mistake that turned the successs over. so, my poor handsome(shuai(4)) there was being eaten like over and over again for that six rounds. ;((( One wrong decision may lead to failure.
So true. One wrong decision = failure. I cut my hair. not accidentally but intentionally. but from a wrong hairdresser. Went compasspoint jean yip, and i told the hairdresser that i wanna my fridge to be thinner and shorter by half a cm. and SNAP! there goes my fringee. =/
It wasnt half a cm gone, it was 2cm gone. So imagine now, my fringe is so short that my eye-brows are visible. and i loooked like "AH-TOOOT" nowwwww =/ just like i am having short bangs . but it wasntttttttt. grrrrrr. pooor fringe , please grow fast! ;(
Thats for all .! Tomorrrow is a stay-home-day. Many chores like folding my clothes, watching drama, losing weight project and so on. but before that, i'm gonnna have my beauty sleeeeeeeeeppp! heees.! ;D
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