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If our love was a story book, we would meet on the very first page,
The last chapter would be about how I’m thankful for the life we’ve made.
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009 @ 10:44 AM
(P.S: due to some errors in blogger, photos cant be uploaded. so pardon me for my wordy-post.)tuesday morning was being welcomed by the prescence of boyfriend.
and thats's why it always made tuesdays a special day for us. it might be even special this week as we decided to give school a skip.! why? since i'm late for school and there's no attendance taking for his lecture. and here i am, posting.heh!;D
Backtracking:
Weekends last weeekends was spend at boyfriend's house. had lunch at compass-point. and spend round 2-hours searching for cheap游戏老鼠, and had KFC for lunchh. it has beeeeeen since a 69756305079days ever since i touched chicken manzxzxz. and then ,back at boyfriend's house. caught harrrry potter order of the phoenix. and yeah, we're gonnna watch the half-blood prince over at the cinema when it's out.heh!(;
Monday schoool was as usually boring. webdesign quiz gone. i did study hard this time, but who's knows the quiz is harder. ;( hopefully, i could score a pass. ladyluck!i need youuu.! ;( gaveevening lab a skip due to big aunty-mother. having cramps, and being in air-conditional roooom will make the situation worst.
anyways, i heard that H1N1 caused two sec schools and one polytechnic to close down. and the news reported yesterday claimed that, more schools might be closing downnnnnn if the situation get worst. heh! when's TP's turnn? i just neeed one more weeeek of breeaaaaakkkk! heh!;X
and that 's all.! heh! and even though, i dint go to schoool, i am still gonna do some revision on e.maths and e.fundamentals.! ;D i really think self-studying is much much much more better than lectures. heh!;D takecare people!
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Thursday, June 25, 2009 @ 10:44 PM
just a quick post about this.! [PS: it might be quite a wordy post as i'm lazy to post up any photos! but dont worrry guys, it's gonna be a short one.(; ]both term-test papers were out! oh well, just gonnnnnnaaaaaaa blame myself for all the carelesss mistakes that pulled my marks down! i swear it's quite a easy paper. =// grrrrrrrr. Another thing would be: as i mentioned that i'm starting on myproject. and people guess what? i found out that, it was seriously a difficult one.! not to say c0mpletely, but ,i just have to put everything that i've learnt from lab 1 all the waaaayyy till lab 12 (and still going on) into that project .! AND , it is seriously alot alot alot of things to take noteeeee. weeeek 13 is next next weeekk, still long BUT, after week 13 , i realised the next date due to hand up draft would be week 15! its like only 2 weeeks to get my my draft done?!?!! dont see it's posssible! X.X . Ah, maybe if i've only this to bother , i would have get it done fast and nice. but, i'still have two or rather threeee to worrry toooo. i neeeed to manage my timeeeeeeee. =// okay, i think these few days, i shall sit down quietly to plan out all my schedule and timeeeee. i dont look forward to the next hols ! i wannnaaaa time to passs as slowly as possible this timeeee.! ;( On a happier noteee, i've a goood news to announce! that is.. I'VE GOT MY EZ-LINK CAAAARRRDDDDD!;DD okay, people will think i am crazy . ezlink card only mahh. ! but for the past 4-5 months, i've not enjoy my student privilldge for bus trip.! because of school transfer and stufff, some admin prob between TP and transitlink, they got my card printed just not long ago! and can you imagine the expenses for those 4-5months? adults fare is like twiceeeee or thriceee as expensiveeeeeeee. whats more, now i've my ez-link card. i paid concession and i can travel the world in bus just for freeeeee for just 50bucks per month .! heh! so cooool right? i wonder why adults dont have. transitlink can put it more expensive mah! whats the diff betweeen senior citizen having and not adults? LOL!;X anyways, finallly, i can hear the BEEP-BEEEEP soundddddd while scanning the caaarddddd. hah! sound so sick, but i really do missss those time! so people, treasure your youth time! gonnna have a hard time if you're using the adult fare. money is one problem .and this money problem will leeaadddd tomore emotional problems if not well taken care of know! hah!(((; gonnna sleeep nowwwwwww, having schoool early tomorrroww! X.X
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009 @ 1:10 PM
;DDD GREAT DAY TO START OFF: 1. there's no emaths tutorial todaaayyyy, and the tutor is pretty kind enough to dismisss us at 9.30 ;D 2. wrtoral teacher was on leave and that leave me with two freeee hours.! ;DD 3. apeal was postponed to replace wrtoral , and it ended after 30minutes .! ;DDD
and i'm soooo freeeeeeeeeeee after that. went up over to get boyf's lapppy config and back to library.!
THINGS FOR ME TO TAKE NOTE: 1. misssion statment for apeal was due next weeeekk. 2. individual project was due next next weeeeeek, and i've not even start on it . 3. emaths term test result was boo-hoo-hoo. i actually lose a total of 20marks due to my careless-nesss.! =/ and i'm gonnna work extra harddddd on this subject. *looking in the mirror and pad myself on the shoulder* : you know you can do it! jiayou!
and thats' all folks! i gonnnna start on all the things hereeeeeee.! RAWR, 8moreweeeeeeeks!;D
(PS: i am looking forward to my next hols when schoool just started! ;X)
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Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 9:15 PM
 SCHOOOOOOOL STARTED!
surprisely,the first day of school after a 2weeeks hols, i dint dragged myself to schoool! instead, i woke up straight when mummmy came in to wake me up. and i am feeling rather awaakeeee. but, i wasnt looking forward to school. oh well, here comes my monotonous monday's schoool daaayyy. i wonder whye cant they pull over at least one lessson over at tues? GRRRRRR. and guesss what? i'm having a test immediately when lessson start! whats more, i dint realised i've holiday homework online! i literally chiong all the 20question for 10mins, and i failed the test.! RAWR. just some 20 multiple question can killled me. cant blame, it's morning. =/
on a haaapppier note, i score full marks for the previous test. (; but this great news dint last me the whole dayy. because, my fundamental wasnt satisfying due to labtest which pullled me down. and i totally flunked my webdesign! ;(( how baaaddd can the day be? anyways, there's no point crying over split milk. so, i will definately work triple harrrddd for both these sub. i waaaanaaaaa catch upppppppppp. apart from result, lessson were not baaddd. let's not talk about lectures.! it 's kind of wasting time (asssuming lecturer was in other planet.) webdesign was okay. i finish the entire lessssoon, that means i've 4 more lessson to be done.! (; and lab was okay. ended early , and met boyf after that.! i am looking forward to tmwr! ;D
BEL ! I'VE CRAVINGS FOR YOUR COOOOKIES. PRETTY PRETTY, WILL YOU SPARE SOME TIME TO DO SOME FOR ME? ;(
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Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 7:19 PM
 THE LAST NIGHT.
booo-hooo-hooo. school's starting tomorrrow. that means, no late sleeeep, fewer time to plaaaayyy hardd, fewer hours in lala-land, waking up early, going to attend crowded buses and manymany moreeeee. which also means, results coming out, lectures, tutorial, and whats more annoying is, TOMORRROW's MONDAY! school starts at 9am.! and that very first lesssson is boring plus, i cant be late on her lesssson. argh! i even end lessson like at 5! how bad can tomorrrow beee. =//
hopefully, results will makeme happppyyyyyy, or maybe some cancellation of lectures? heh! i must be dreaming. !;(
well, dint meet boyf todaaaayyy. and i headed to grandma's house in the morning. due to insufficident sleep, i spend half of my time there sleeeeping. (ARGH! I HOPE I DINT SLEEEEP OFFFF TONIGHT's ENTRANCE TO LALA`LAND D;), and then playing with the small kids there, talking to ah yis, hearing grandma nag nag nag. and thats my daaaay. also, i did my homework for tomorrrrow's lesssson! (thats mean i'm prepared and ready to go to schoool!) and guesss what boyf doing at home? SA-ING .! RAWR! he must be enjoying his moment killling people . i dint hear him whinnning/complaining that he keeeeep dying. heh heh heh.! and he's playing till now! Grrrrrrr. ! anyways, i'm heading to audition right nowwww! waahahaha ;X
takecareeee peopleeee.!;D
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@ 12:02 AM
TODAY I CELEBRATE MY LOVE FOR YOU. ♥
and 20th has always beeen highlighted as my red-letter daaayy. and just as how i've did it for the last two months, today never failed to be so too. went out with boyf . and yes! we went baaacccck to marinaaaaaaa squareeeee. we met round afternooon and due to some mistakes here and there (i'm not gonnna saaaayyy it here manzxz!) , we arrrived late . and there it goes for our movieeeeee.grrrrr.=/ timing wasnt as right so movie voucher from mummmy was kept to a later date. souel garden was what we have for my late breakfast/lunch and early dinner. and i'm so gonnnna hateeeeeee weeeekend! it literally drives me crazy because we cant enjoy student's priviledge ! RAWR.! so it turned out that we're having twice the weeekday student's price for our late breakfast/lunch and early dinner. just like we swear to make it worth it. we have spend like 4 hours sittting there to eaaaat.! haaaappily, i managed to chew 10times before swallowing. (PS: it turned out easier to disgest) and we are cooking slowly this timeeee. guesss what make us head to souel garden for anniversary?HEH! it is this,
 this chocolate fondue that made both of us feeeel being in heaaveeen. and addding that to drinks like coffeeeee literally makes it even better because the chocolate itself just melted inside and turned it into chocolate.(PS:people, please ignore the mashmallow, it still taste nice when adding that to it. but the highlight still goes to that chocolate fondue theree. i cant take pictures of that itself .because it might loook like a piece of shit over at your screeen.so i guess adddding that marshmallow to it might loook more appealing.heh!;X) whats more. in order to make it more worthit for paying twice the price, i did visit the toilet when i'm fulll at times so as to be able to get it all out . and then i can continue eating. not only that, i ate fruits for fast digestion too. heh! and i think, it might be alitttle worth it for the price due to the time we have beeen there, the foooood we ateeeeee again and again, the drink that we try, boyf's all time favourite cookies and cream i-screaaamm and many many more. just that, we swear we will not go there on weeekend. making us feeeling so lugi. heh! as mentioned that we are going to get ourselves a pigggybank so as to save money , we shopped shop after shop loooking at one. spottted one right at precious thoughts, and decided not to buy it even though it is super cheap. reason because boyf suddenly mention that he should have some pigggybank at home and that saved our 5bucks in not spending on it. aand so, wwe heaaaded for UFO catcher. we did spend some of our time there as usual,spottting/loooking at how people literally spend their hard-earn money on such machines just to get the soft-toyyy inside thereee. and what's more shocking would be, there seeemed to be more working adults playing there compared to the number of teeenagers over there. and i even saw some aunties playing the same old machines , insisting on the hittting on the same direction just to prove that they can get it. whats more, those soft-toys are really atttractive too. well, it might be a waayy how adults use money to release their stresss .? hah!i hope so. and it was super adddictive in seeeing how people insisiting/hoping to get oneeee. So, we did kind of spared out two bucks to try our luck. this time, i played. on seeeing how i got feeeeling for this machine itself, i tosssed the money in and press on the hit buttton. and guesss what? it's not of how the catcher caught the soft-toy but of the arrrrow over there which point at chance. heh! and ta-daaaahhh, i got the soft-toyyyy. peopleee, trust me, it's really of lucccckkk. boyf was even shocked when i got it. heh!;D so that event itself ended our whole daaayyy. trained baaacccck to pasir-ris,and home sweeet home. boyfriend ahs,(if you're seeeing this) i enjoy this special daaaayyy we haveeee, and i hope you do tooo. there's many many other happpy daaaaaay that is ahead of us, but i'm sure todaaaayyy is worth-it for both of us to remember too ya? and thats how we build all our happpy memories together isnt it?(; haaaapppyyyy happpyyy third month here.! ♥ you!((;
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Friday, June 19, 2009 @ 6:30 PM
PS: ONEMORE NIGHT TO 3rd MONTH.
just like any other two anniversary that i've beeen through, the third one made me felt equally anxious. heh! it might be an ordinary one to you guys, but for me, it isnt. because, i still wannnaaa celebrate the the first time we got together.and dont you think it's gettting faster and faster each time ! heh!;D okay, coming back to daily updates. life've beeen so faaaarrr so gooooood. equally goooood when i've spend both the daaays right at boyf's nest.! able to meet boyf as early as 7 on thursday morning. As i rarely have suchh chanceee. spending the wonderful morning , coookingg luncchhh together .(though it got messsed up somehow due to my clumsy fingers) . and spending the rest of the daaaaayyy naappping or hanging online. heh!i guess thats the best waaaayy for boyf not to spend any money.
anyways, head to schoool this morning ! some sort of acccompanying boyf to school to meet his dear teachers and while waiting, i started my studio8 . and one thing i've to saaayyy about this.! STUDIO8 is driving me crrraaaazzzyyy. grrrrr. i dont understand whyeee work like this irritate me. a moment ago was wires, and now it's computer. =/ everyone seeeeemed to cope well with it, but somehow, reading instruction isnt my style. that makes me go zig-zag zig-zaaagggyy. i've seriously no idea how to conquer it. but i've to . because i dont waannaa retakeee this next year.! and i'm lagggggging from the claaaasss somehow. :(( lecturer,tutor even CP werent with meee nowwww. i just have to stick with it, by followwwing it word by worddd. anyways, at least i've got it started!;D On a happpier note, i've got my haaair cut! not to change my hair style , but just to trim it. and nowwwww, boyf cant caaalll me "CAO -TOU" anymoreeee. because, it's much more thinnner and neater rather than messsssyyy. and thanks jeanyip for having promotions! and taaaa-daaaaaahhh, (pooooor me, have to take pictures myself as boyf dont intend to take it with me. :P )  (PS: my eyes are super tiny here due to insufficient sleeeeeeppp. )i dont think anyone could spot the difference.heh! that cause mummmy to nag nag nag about this. grrrr.=/ HEH! shall return for 3rd month post!TAKECARE PEOPLEEEE
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Monday, June 15, 2009 @ 5:28 PM
@BOYF's WORKPLACE.
heh heh heh, i must be damm evil right now. how can i even postblog,play audi,watch vcds when boyfriend's there working so haarrrddddddd. and whats' more , he does that just to have sufficient or rather money to continue our holiday. pooooor boyfriend. ;( but at least, i am there to acccompany him? i cant be posssible going round and round with him, people might think i am weird. but at least, by peeeping me for like once in a while,do make him think that everything is worthwhile? i'm a lazypig,i cant get myself to work this holiday. okay, nevermind. i seee boyfriend enjoying himself during work. drinks and stufff. heh!that lessen my guilty alitttle right now! ;X
okay, nothing much these daaaayyys. just hoping saturday to come quickly.! and whats more, holidays are gonnna be over sooon. ;( anyways, i dont seee any difference in holidays and schooling right now. heh!
i am gonnna chiong my CDs right nowwwwww. byeee peopleeeeee. enjoys!
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Saturday, June 13, 2009 @ 11:26 PM
MEEEET-MY-PARENTS SESSSION!
As mentioned earlier on, boyf's going to meeet my parents tonight for dinnner. it was seriously a scary moment. i shall tell you hoowwww i felt all about this while going in to the details on how was the dinner later on! So peoplee, just have a little more patience to read on! Well,it seeemed to be like a normal meeeting. like eating dinner outside to get to know each other more. but to me, it isnt! i had told my mummy's about boyf, what do we do and stufff. and remember the 7th aunty incident? i even told mummmy about how serious me and boyf are. and yes, you guys should know how parents might looook at us. all parents have this mindset that, "what can young teenagers come out of a relationship?" or maybe my mum would think else else far awayy. cant blame, cause afterall, i'm my parents' one and only precious gems in the family. So, the problem lies on, "how to convince both my parents that we're serious towards one another?" this might be one small question to you guys, but it was much much more complicated. first, it was impression. yes, the first impression on how my parents will loook on boyf. and although i'm their child , i might not know what's the best to wear, to loook so as to loook presentable to them?and thats' haaaardddd. secondly, how do we neeed to react on things? hopefully not to split out wrong things? and lastly, what if both my parents dont talk? and thats the worst situation afterall! because atmostphere will get even more weird when time goes on. just imagine, after introduction, everyone then started eating. then, you would eat yours and i would eat mine. it would be prefectly normal for families? but not even gettting or starting to knowwww someone and start eating seeeemed weird? or even worst, they dont even bother! eeewww.=/ . And so before 6pm strikes, my mind seeemed to be like a roller-coaster in the theme parkk. and , i really really want this to go on smooothly.
and similarly, boyf dint feeeel comfortable too? a moment ago, he was round his lapppy loooking perfectly alright. but who's know what he might be thinking? i bet at least part of this matter does matter or troubled him.! and a moment, he came out of the bathrooom ,fearing that he might not loook presentable in front of my parents. heh! and while on the way to pasir ris, i guess we have a really really hard time to let each other feel comfortable. Well, but the thought of going through together with boyf did really calm me down at times. afterall, they are my own parents! how scary would they go afterall then?
So, sakura in downtown was my parents's first impresssion of boyf. and then, introduction/greeeeting ,starting to take foood and stufff. (i'm not gonnna go into very details because after all,it's it might not be interesting to you guys.) but i'm just prettty shocked that , daddddy' turned out to talk moreee than mummmy does! he asked the most question, talked the most and joked the most! heh!
+one point : mummmy wore the expensive/shiny/silvery ring out. and she seldom wore it out. !thats means how important she treated this dinnner, and she wanted boyf to have a goood impresssion of her.! +one point : when daaaddddy's acting just like himself where he do not act like he doesnt talk, act like he's daaam strict and fierce. whats more, he joked right infront of boyf, and and and boyf laugh at his joke! heh! +one point : and when dinner ended,daddddy and mummmy even let boyf be with me while they headed to fairprice to buy their daily products. and whats more, when boyf helped out, they are even willling to let him help out.!
 heh heh! to me, all these small littttle things do count! and somehow, it makes me felt that, some how both my parents had treated boyf as part of our family. where not even things like "gettting embarrased" matters, where "laughing together" had long ago be a habit. it's interesting to seee how things reaallly get on tracks, where me and boyf's target are met. and what's even more happppy would be the feeedback that i've got from my parents. in summary: mummmy saaaayyy " not so baaaad lah! gary is _______, and he even have _________ to call us to eat when dinnner and thank us for the dinnner. and in goood point, daddddy saaaayyyy" at least his family's not ____________, and i can seee he's not those kind of "_______________" person. whats more, he knows about his family situation, know how to think and ____________ to think of his future. " and in baaddddd , he was telling me :" waaaa, you will be very _______next time. his whole family seeeemed to rely on _____ _________. you bettter go and learn some ______________, i tell you. (HEH! dont ever try to fill in the blanks here, cause it might not be coorrreeccct! ;P) anyways, those baaaddd points my dadddddy sayy seeemed to be a goood point to me, because i can feeel he knows that we're serious about the relationship. so afterall a +1point here?(; okay people, you might be laughing till here. it seeemed that we're gettting very ridiculous about this thing. it feeels like, we're gonnnna get marrried and stufff . but, we did this for a purpose. at least after this, we would not neeed to tou(1)tou(1)mo(1)mo(1) to go dating and stuffff. and whats' more , we've both my parents blesssing in our relationship. and i believe it will continue even further and further. (; heh!, i do have a memorable dinnner. and that first ever family dinnner with boyf did end beautifully with a full-stop here. ;D and to boyfriend,i'm starting to like this picture even more and more. this picture which was tooook so suddenly, seeeemed to deplicts on how we met each other. a moment ago, it seeemed like we're of a diffferent world, and now, it gonna be like 7days more to our 3rd. you're a goood boyfriend,and thanks for loving me so much. though sometimes, you're shy to show it all out,but i know you do. i love you sillyboy (:withmanymanymanyloves ♥in my mind, there's a picture. a picture of me being with you. and i'm glad that the picture gets clearer and clearer each time.
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Friday, June 12, 2009 @ 11:47 PM
HAPPPPY SWEEET 18TH BIRTHDAAAY, BEL!;Dto replace for that belated birthday present that i'm giving her, i'm going to post this post right after the clock strikes 12. i know she wont be like seeeing it ,heh! but hopefully this blesssing will bring her sweeetdreams after that? heh! to this birthday girl aboveee, i'm so sorrrrrry that i cant be able to celebrate it with you this year. because , i've an important date tooo.! i'm having dinnner with my parents together with boyf. remember,remember? and i hopee you do enjoy yourself on this daaay alright! you deserve to have a great daaaay! hopefully after turning 18, something good happens to you ya! we shall meeet for belated celebration soon, i promise!;D
heh, this girl should be enjoying her wonderful daaays over at her schoool. seeing her blogg post everyday, she seeemed to have a happpy post every single daay, and her life is always that colourful. and what most, her love lifeeee would definately be as smooth-sailing too! i'm praying for you, girl! afew more months to go ya? (;
alright, the best part is always for the laaaassst.! heh! i'm looking forward to tomorrow's dinner with parents! boyf must be scared by nowwwww. but i'm sure everything will go smoooothly.!(; my parents will love you like how i do .because we're of the saaammeeeee animal family.wahhaa. (; what i'm worrry about more would be my diet. grrrr, i think it is crashing ssoooon. i just've KFC yesterday,having sakura dinner tomorrow, and next weeek, i'm gonnna have souel garden! =//.! okay, i deserve to eat, because it's a celebration! grrrrr. i shall do more exercise to pay for that! stupid fats! stoppp coming out.!
onceagain, happy happpy happpy birthday bel!;D
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Thursday, June 11, 2009 @ 9:12 PM
WILD WILD WET!;D
heh heh heh, and this is where i spend my whole afternoon today. boyf and me think that we should enjoy our hols, hence we come out of this idea of going to www since both of us wannna touch water. it was super sad case that it only opens in the afternooon. it's june holiday, but garzetted holiday doesnt seeem to include this.
and for the 3rd time in my entire life, i went with boyf this time. the previous last two would be like 2 or 3 years agooo. so to me, everything seeemed to be kind of fresh again. this time, i get to sit on the slide upp. its' *uhmm* 4 or 5 storey high. and this was my very first time. boyf was evil to mess up all the atmosphere to make me felt so scareeedddd. but somehow i thought to myself that "after sittting on the genting rides which was like 10 or more storey high, i shouldnt be scared of such things here. heh! it was prettty exciting . but i still prefer not facing the down-turn. someone gets to seee all of my scary/thrilling faces with my mouth open wide deeep. and he claims that because of this, it was worthwhile his trip. grrrr.=/
anyways, for most of the time, we spend it on the shiok river where we literally lie on the float and let it move freeely by itself. nothing can used to describe that feeeling. it was like sleeeping on a water bed,or lying on the ocean itself without getting drowned. okay!i'm exaggerating .! heh. aiyahs, to me, it was shiok .thats it. (; and now, i'm all tanned, my nose was redddd, and my whole face was as similar as going-to-ripe tomato. and i hope this tan colour turned out goood. gonnna get update with some other things soooon.! but for the time being, let me have a rest because, i'm like being in the water for like 4-5hours. !
takecare peopleee!;DD
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009 @ 11:00 AM

POST-EDITED
heh! after searching for 42486o5746436 skins, i guess this is the only one that attracted me. got some parts edited here and there. and TADAAAHH, welcome to my brandnewww blogg. (; i've actuallly used half of my midnight time to do on this while boyf's playing his favourite game-SA. and after much transferrrring, it was kind of done. yays! (; was spending the whole of yesterday over at boyf's housee. intend to go swimming early in the morning and was ended up in his beeedddd lying here and there. spend most of the time gaming. and my lapppppy got back to its default mode.! which means there's RP application inside. yes, i find it super irriatated with all the poppping-up, but somehow, it would be thirce troublesome if i were to have it brought over to the acer-company for reformat.and whats more, my microsoft would be goneee. heh! and now, ignoring the RP application, i can not only have the freee microsoft application, i can also playyyy audition in it! heh! dont think i will be touching it , as most of my songs and pictures were updated inside.heh! dl-ed boyf's favourite game-SA, in it. and did have two or threee tries of playing the game. the bangbang game, it was prettty interesting,and me, i got kind of attracted. heh!shall try afew more rounds , to seee how would it be. who knows, i might be in love with it and continue playing? but then, i might be considered a female pro inside it?heh!LOL, i must be kiddding. anyways, something did happen over at boyf's house, after someone used the toilet, ants cameee overrrr. and the atmostphere was scary. whats even more scary would be , my thinking. =/ grrrrr. once ants got into the toilet side, it would mean "DIABETES" . and after linking what boyf had told me ; the injections, ants attracted, cant have any sugar intake, some bodypart might even be cut offf and stufff. it seriously scared the hell out of me! how would life be if sugar wasnt in it? it would just be equivalent as how would life be if there's only sorrrows and no happiness? grrrr.=/ and GG, because of this incident that's stuck in my headddd, i dint have a proper sleeeep. i kept going to the toilet to check on it, and stufff. and after thinking of the medical report i've got from raffles hospital 2months ago, i realised it might not really be me. well, anyways, i cant just let go of such mattter.! because the fact that, i've beeen consuming high sugar drink and stuff? grrrr. so, for this matter, i am not going to let go of it. who knows, it's a reminder for me? i'm pretty guilty of it as i've beeen consuming high -sugar intake drink these days. so, i gonna drink more plain water, and so do boyf! had just reach home after heading to bedok to satisfy my cravings. heh! carrotcake loves! ;D and i dint know it will be equally entertaining to just take a walk over at sheng-shiong supermarket. heh! (; overall, i'm enjoying my holidays to the fullest! ;D
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Sunday, June 07, 2009 @ 3:26 PM
@BOYFIEND's HOUSEEEEEEEEEEE!;D
wellwellwell,i've great weekend with 1/10 of my wishlist settleeddd. having to go science centre, having to completeeeee my term-test, having hols coming. heh! might be worthwhile going through all these, espiecially with boyfriend aroundd me. anyways,its hols right nowwwwwww. met with boyf at around afternoooon to have lunch at compass point. and thank god that i havent beeeeen stufffing foood in my stomach for like half a day! heh.! to me,it was half a good news and a bad news. because i am not hungryyyyyyyyy, secondly, it might be reallly bad for health D; who knows i would have grastic the next moment.? D; and while surfing the entire foodcourt, i realised i dint have any appeitite.! which means, i dont feeel like eating at all. this was reallly baaaddddd. my stomach have beeen weirdddddd last few years like this, and guess what?the next moment, i would vomit everything out.=/ well, but in d end, i did eat . mini steamboat with boyf? something happened before eating, i think i have touched the chillipadi sauce on the tip of my finger. and the next moment, i rubbbed on it. my eyes seeemed to be on fire! i dint know what to do. because having to open and to close, gave me a sharp pain feeeling. addding water to it seeemed to worsen the entire thing. a moment, i thought i am going blind. hah.! but,having to survive for round 5mintues, nothing happpen. hahaha, maybe just a litttle swollen?=/ hmmm, and someoneee did really rushh down to basement to buy something for me. awwwwwwwwww, (((; the thought of it really reallly made me felt better, not at the eyes,but at least in my heart?(; heees.
mummmy's out with tang mei to expo to shopppp. and she wanted to go pop fair and guesss what? she ended up in JOHN LITTTLE FAIR. and i got scolded by her !grrrrr. this was the conversation: MUM: EH, where 's the pop fair ahs? ME: EH, i not sure, how i knowww?! i also not working thereeeee. MUM: like that how to go?!later dont have howwww. ME: aiya, have deeee. just follow the crowd lahs!
i really regret myself from saying that. GRRRRRR=/
going baccckkk grandma house in an house or so , to have dinnneeerrrr. hopefully they're cooking my favourite dish.! heh! boyfriend's sleeeping now. ewww, to correct it, boyfriend doze offff while reading his lecture notes.! and he's going to attend his cousin's birthday later on without having his 6chapters of lecture notes read.
and the question is : HOW IS HE GOING TO DO HIS TEST TMWR MORNING? =// Labels: if life 's about love mine's about you (;
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Friday, June 05, 2009 @ 10:45 PM
@ SCIENCE-CENTRE! ;DD
for after so many so many so many days of loooking-forward, finally there's a great day for the both of us to head towards science centre! heh! and after an hour or so of travelling we reached there somehow at the right time? sufficient time to have everything seeen which include what should be expected to get seeeen and stufff. just practically get everything seen there. supposingly to be there to take a great look at leonardo da vinc great works and his 25hidden secrets! and yes , we did so. by walking at our own pace and get everything seeen. like what boyfriend say, he's really smart. with inventions of so mannyyy stuffff, and his great artistic work of mona lisa. though some of the 25 revealed secrets do make me have some question marks over here and thereeeee. but after all, it was a great exhibition. together having boyfriend thereeee with me, i think it was worth the price . heh!;D
anyways, exhibition over at the science centre area was great tooo. except for those shows, me and boyfriend went to seeee it twice, and it succckkk. grrrrrr, practically some really lameeeee stufff or some draggggggy ones.=/ however, some articles,and station do amaze me. heh. did the ''look at how you would be like when you're old' thingy, and it doesnt have any nice results. it just made boyfriend laugh at me non-stop.grrrrr. >.<
it was a super super irriatating thing that science centre neeed to be closed at 6pm. and that means, we have to leave there by then. well, went passsss to jurong east central, and taking our own sweeet time to jurong point for dinner! heh, jurong point was seriously veh big!okay! i'm a sua(2) ku , but helllooo, i'm living at the east side , and having to travel to jurong itself has killed half of my life? well, now it's different i guesss. because *ahem* i've someone thereeee. we shall go there to shoppp one daaaayy okay! ((; heees, came back to pasir-ris intc and there , we ended our great daaay!(;
something sweeet from boyfriend todaaayy.
Him: darling ahs, we've go so many places, go out so many times, but somehow to me, it seeemed to be like the first time knoww. it was still as usually loooking forward, and excited . Me: heees.! *being shyy, smiling widely away from him*
 i guess you're the only one who never failed never failed to bring never-ending laughter, and a smile to my face everyday.
dearest you♥, you know you mean the world to me.(;
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Thursday, June 04, 2009 @ 10:57 PM
;DDD x1oooooooo
and someone will be complaining that i'm smiling too littttle for this?;P well, after much consideration, boyfriend decided to take a photo with me. but well, being still shy on the peakhole, this might be the best he can . hmmm, it can be bettter? boyfriend ahs, iwill give you more smiles if you improve okay! ;PP
promise made to you, : for all the bad things that i've done, i'm gonna change it for the bettter, : i will give you the best of the best. : i will not wannt to seeee your ;(((( face anymore, it hurts my heart to seeee that. ;( : i will not want to share you with anyone else.(and definitely not make you share me with others) : i will find the waaaaayyyy to make you smile even more each time, and making me your best of the very best.
and guess what, u're why i'm smiling wider each day. (; with manymanyloves♥
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Wednesday, June 03, 2009 @ 9:58 PM
 TRIPLE YAY-NESSSS!;D
HEH! term-test over, term-test over, term-test over.! i know i'm just having two papers,but the mooood or those atmosphere lingering arounddddd me was that pleasant. it made me so dullll each day. and what me and boyfriend do was, lunch, walk, head home, study, sleeeep. thats all? and these threee days seeeeem so monotonous. grrrrrrrrrr!=/ anyways, byeee term-test! come back few months later~! heh! todays' test was okay, except for the last question. i totally screwed it and i wrote rubbbish that i dont even recognise it myself. but the rest were reallly okay to me.hopefully i could get goood marks? nah! its not for all these crap hereeeee.
tomorrow's the day, tomorrrow's the day. i told boyfriend that i wannnna partehhh right after my test. and he gave me a face. -.- okay, because he's having his last paper tomorrrrow. and no doubts, i am waiting for him to parteh with me. i'dunnwanna make him jealous and so, i am gonnnna partyhere myself for the time being first. yays! welcome holidays! you come at the right time. well, anyways, to me , holidays = bankrupt. there's many event coming up on june which means, my money gonnna fly awayyy soooon. :( mummy's birthday , bel's birthday, fathers' dayy and many many moreeeeee. and and and, i'm going science centre, watching movies, and many many more with boyfriend too.! hah,and the ultimate event would be, mummy's inviting boyfriend over to sakura to celebrate father's day together! okay, it's kind of unprepared for boyfriend i guesss? but anyways, there's a weeek of more to worrrrry . so care-lessss right now first ya. hah! (;
niqhts worlddddd.(;
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Tuesday, June 02, 2009 @ 4:36 PM
NIGHT OUT OVER AT LAOSHI's AREA!yes people, it has beeen since a looong time i have seeeen those two people over theree. for laoshi, it would be like 4 months, and bel 2 months or even later. and so, since it's round holidays, i decided to meeeet them out for a chat or something. had my first ever term-test till 10.30 (well, shall talk about the that a while later) and then, meeet up with boyfriend before heading to meeet bel in the evening. i am seriously have cravings for the carrrot cake over laoshi's area, and so, i made an effort to carry my hungry stomach there. and guesss what! it's not opennn! grrrrrrr.! not much stalls are open and i setttled for a normal yong-taufu over thereeeee. what a daaaaayy.=/ then, went up over at laoshi's house and had a chat with him. he's as usually lame like last time. bel did brought over her probability paperrrr over there for tutor, but laoshi doesnt know how to do.heh! did some snapping here and thereeeee before heading homeeeee.
okay, anyways, it was a great night. updates on each other's life was madeeee somehow or rather. and bel, i'm glad that you're living your life great over your new schoool there. and having to have great niceeee friends or classsmates . so, takecare ya? we shall meeet up real sooon. and and and, be afraid of the i-dare camp, i'lll be over there taking over the ghost to scare youuu! heh! alah, and also all the best for your common test next weeeek! ;D
manymanyloves <3
anyways, talking about term-test, i think i have just kisssed gooodbye to 20 marks? because of the inverse function! grrrrrrrr, tutor taught me, boyfriend taught me, but somehow after i saw the question, many question marks were floating round my headddddddd. and no matter how hard i tried recalling, it failed. anyways, paper was upon 120, hopefully i could hit a 30-marks more than a passs.? ewwww, couldnt convince myself that much! anyways, my last paper was tomorrrow,! and sure, after tomorrrow, i'm able to welcome holidays with both my hands. boyfriend's having two more papers! and thursday, we are so going to have fuuunnnnn togetherrr. science centre on friday! triple yay-nesss! ;DD
mistakes, i will prevent the next mistake like this next time . so no more drama like today okay? today'ss my bad dear, i truely learnt my mistakes, i hate those feeeling of having to lose you i dont want you to be suffering ,sad or upset over such mattter anymore. i'm sorrry, i'll tried to be a gooodgirlfriend, and prevent to do things that you detest badly. dont get used to it alright? dont say you change for me alright? because i think i should be the one doing all those, it is not a sufffering to me, and i'm really really willing to do so. whether you are fusssy, having high expectation over me and stufff, i will still love you ! and because, it's you.and i'm sure one day, i am so gonnnna make you have no expectation of me as i am going to go passs ALL. heh. i love you dear. ♥ xoxo
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