Tomorrow will be the second weeek of school days for me, i guess i'm still not really get used of the school environment here. i used to think dunman was big, but now, TP was even biggger. i would even get lost in it. oh well, somehow everywhere looks the same to me, isnt it.? lecture and tutorial wasnt as baaad as people describe, or perharps to me, it wasnt . probably due to some motivation drive i've inside. '' looking forward to after school'' made me thought of concentrating on lessons as time would pass even faster if i choose not to look at it. or ''some 1hr tutorials and lecture?'' heh, because distance between one and the other would require more steps , and so, our class who always used to take their own sweet time would just kill 15 mins of the lesson itself. heh! and i hateeee monday the most. because it started early and ended as late as 5.! whats more, the last few were labs !and i hate labs the most, somehow i got all the things connected wrongly.!=/




on a happier note, i've got my tutorial work done.! yays, i felt a sense of achievement, because, i'm really reaalllly frastruated for the past 1hour for not being able to solve it. and i swear to myself that, i'm gonna get the answer right before i head to sleeeep. and the moment i set that law to myself, i've got the answer. everything's just due to my careless-nesss._. heh, nothing much to be angry offf i guess, becausse, i've got the answerr. ;D


Anyways, talking about my weeekends. Weeekends are always meant for my lovely boyy.(; and due to some heavy loads of work to be done, we spend this weekends crashing at his nest. and for the threee whole days, we've got '' Hot shot'' for accompany. So, having to stick our eyes to the television for 3 -4hours seeem to be our favourite past-time nowadays. anyways, gonna head to lalal~ landddd noowwwwwwww. (; nights peopleeee.



To my dearest boyfriend:


i've realised :




#o1. i've beeen a lucky-feelllow to met you out of this whole big worldd, because i've never never never beeeen treateddd so weeeeelll from anyone before. and i swear, i'm gonnna do what-ever it takes, to hold you close by my side. and yes, i know you've beeeen hearing me saying that for 32857495496times! but i'm still going to say it here no matter what. if he's the one who let me know what love, you will be the one who let me experience what's true love is. thanks for beeeeinng you.




#02. on the other notee, i'm still feeling horrribly-terribly guilty over the past incident that happened in bettweeeeen. and it has beeen so damm of me as i'm still feeling as guilty till nowww. so boyfriend, i hopeeee you could forgive what i've done previously. and i promise that i'll mend it up for you. and all that i wanted to sayyy “再次对你说声对不起，我不想再弄你难过伤心了，而同样的我想试一试让这些伤心又难过通通的变成快乐。我相信我能做到，再相信我最后一次好吗。这次我能保证不会再对我而感到失望了”(: and and and, dont hate me okayyyy? i loveeee youu.(((;




#o3. 原来你不笑的时候都有吸引人的一面哦。okay!, i apologies for not noticing that earlier, but i hopeeee it wasnt that late to realise that now ya? 男人认真的时候真的好帅哦。;P dont do that tooo often , if not prepare to seeee me covering with my jealousssyyyyyyy costumee.


PS: all the above mentioned were all written from my bottom of my heart true-fully, and not some sweeeet-talking that i am doing . so i guesssss you would smile after reading all these , because nothing matters more to me than your smile. (you know that ya?) so smilleeeeeeeeee. dont worrry, i'm sure we will be overcoming all the obstacles that are ahead of us together.(((; so, you're going to have sweeeet dreams tonight i guessss? hoppeee sooo.(;






how magically it is to ended up being like this,
being with you is ease,
day by day passing with peace,
times being ''nasty'',
and ending up moments being lovely.
i know it for sure that you're someone that i wanna stick with for the rest of my life.