it meant to be a lovely tuesday morning where school's starting late, being able to seee boyfriend early morning and stuff. but somehow, fate wanted to spoil this dayy. and so, morning was kind of ruined. and because of me being so blur, i've yet to make boyfriend's moood even worst. but still, i still wanted to change the fate for today. and yes indeed, some small little things do count ya? and i'm earning back the smiles and laughs . and yes, i expected a beautiful afternooon we would have.

and guess what?! my 7th aunt came to my house just right after we reached! EEEW, and u should know what would happen if adults meaning those aunties , would thinkkkk when they saw us being alone or something in a empty house. dirty thoughts, negative answers came flooding in her minddddd. not only that, she literally exploded everything out to all my aunties! obviously to my mummy and daddy. hell! the problem is would be why cant she keeeep her buttt to her own problems ? and stop minding on others? well, i really dont understand. mummy and dadddy should know me best. but all thanks to her, they are kind of influence. and so, afternoon was kind of ruined too? i guesss, because having my parents to know about this is kind of an heart-attack news isnt it? =/

HOWEVER,

i think i should really thank my 7th aunt in doing these, because boyfriend and me have used that as an advantage for me to inform my mummy about my relationship. it was a hard decision, with tears and anger deciding whether to go on to this move. and still, i did. have this heart to heart talk for round 30minutes before 1st aunt came. and afterall she still approve on it. so people, isnt it a blessing in disguise? heh! and right now, i can officially tell the whole world about it! and i can offficially put everything off my chest! ((;