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'BOUT ME
24 January'
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Attached to Gary Ong
If our love was a story book, we would meet on the very first page,
The last chapter would be about how I’m thankful for the life we’ve made.
flashbacks
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Sunday, May 31, 2009 @ 10:28 PM
 STUDY-AT-HOME WEEEK. (;
this miqht be first in this year where i touched books for more than a hour or so.because all along, i was told not to revise. or perharps, just touched them to get my homework doneeee or so. its' because of the wonderful term-test that starts tomorrow which caused not only me, but boyfriend to touch booooks. was studying at his house for the weeekends, those moood for studying, those chips, and those hibernating and stufff just to get all the notes in our mind. grrrr. well, i might not be that worried or stress over that because most of my works are of maths-kind. that means, once i get the formula , i am able to get it done. and unfortunately, boyfriend's course was just nice opposite of mine! =/ which means, he needs to memories and stufff. and he has a hard time doing that as he's not that into books. and he's muggging now?
and fortunately, i've just having two papers for term-test, that means right after wednesday, i am having my holidays.! yays! ;D gonnna meeet bel tomorrrow to pay a visit laoshi at his houseee. and finally, there's time for updates for each other?((;
monday please go fast! tuesday please go fast! wednesday please go fast! thursday afternooon , please come alitttle faster will you? ((((;
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Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ 11:48 PM
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Friday, May 29, 2009 @ 11:20 PM
 =///!!
something's wrong with mummmy tonight. i quesss her pms is here. eew, and the naggging echo-ing every corner of my house. of how much i wanted to talk it back, i felt a litttle lazy to do so. and so, i just kept quiet. quiz was returned back. nothing much to be blogged. careless mistakes all around. and thats me.=/ but at least, i am able to get every question done . gottten my com-prog final project, it wasnt that difficultas i expect. luckylucky. term test next weeeek, wish me luck. i want to score well this time rounndddd.
just returned from boyfriend's houseee after playing bball. and my whole stomach felt numb , must be due to the barley inside. studying at boyfriend's house tmwr! ;D
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Wednesday, May 27, 2009 @ 7:45 PM
 BACK HOME EARLY!
i cant pulled myself up this morning! and i've a bad time opening my eyes, suddenly everything seemed to sparkle. and with my eyes closed i toook a bus to schoool. instead of queueing up at the long-queue at the bus-15 stop. i took a short cut and queue at the bus21 stop which is just beside. everyone seemed to look at me just like an alien. ! tp student taking 21?!?!! nahs, i just detest the feeeling of being squeeze and what more the queue was already at buzzz news-stand. yes indeed, i walked in after that. though 's a pretty long walk, with music blasting through my ears, i dont mind that either.
a wendesday with threeeeee gooood news! YAYS!;DD i'm jumping around when i heard that, i swear! =/
1st: transitlink people call me , and told me that i'm able to register at the ticket office two days after. and which means i'm gonna have to ez-link cardddd soon. that also means, concession and i'm able to go anywhereeeee around with boyfriend.!
2nd: my WRTUTORAL FINALLLY ENDEEDDDDD.!;D it was a critical 5minutes moment for me. because it had beeen like at least 5 months ever since i talkked or present? it remind me of the past, remind me of being in 5A and council. because those was like my territory when i can actually shooot my stand and have funnn. well, back to topic, i scored an 16 out of 20? i'm keeep the standards, winks* . and that formal was far too formal! it somehow dont seeem to be meeee.! i came rushing all the waaaayyy to the restrooom when the lessson just ended. oh please, a 5minutes presentation !=/
3rd: i should be seeing boyfriend and expected to see him only round evening which is 4-5 hours after i dismissed from home. because his schedule was just opposite of minee. whats' moree, term test is just next weeek. and he dint even touch any boooks! however, due to some changes, i get to seee him at 1pm just right after i dimissed . !(;
and people, u know what? i've broke the record by coming home early! reached home at 3 plus. boyfriend's having lessson and some birthday reunion dinnner with friends. and so, i spend my wholeeee evening right at home. and sometimes' , it's great to stay home, it gave me sometime to get some clothes packed? things to get stacked back properly.?(; got to get some homework done nowww! ;D
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009 @ 10:24 PM
 BLESSING -IN "DISGUISE "
it meant to be a lovely tuesday morning where school's starting late, being able to seee boyfriend early morning and stuff. but somehow, fate wanted to spoil this dayy. and so, morning was kind of ruined. and because of me being so blur, i've yet to make boyfriend's moood even worst. but still, i still wanted to change the fate for today. and yes indeed, some small little things do count ya? and i'm earning back the smiles and laughs . and yes, i expected a beautiful afternooon we would have.
and guess what?! my 7th aunt came to my house just right after we reached! EEEW, and u should know what would happen if adults meaning those aunties , would thinkkkk when they saw us being alone or something in a empty house. dirty thoughts, negative answers came flooding in her minddddd. not only that, she literally exploded everything out to all my aunties! obviously to my mummy and daddy. hell! the problem is would be why cant she keeeep her buttt to her own problems ? and stop minding on others? well, i really dont understand. mummy and dadddy should know me best. but all thanks to her, they are kind of influence. and so, afternoon was kind of ruined too? i guesss, because having my parents to know about this is kind of an heart-attack news isnt it? =/
HOWEVER, i think i should really thank my 7th aunt in doing these, because boyfriend and me have used that as an advantage for me to inform my mummy about my relationship. it was a hard decision, with tears and anger deciding whether to go on to this move. and still, i did. have this heart to heart talk for round 30minutes before 1st aunt came. and afterall she still approve on it. so people, isnt it a blessing in disguise? heh! and right now, i can officially tell the whole world about it! and i can offficially put everything off my chest! ((;
hey dear, if it wasnt you, i wont have the courage to go up there to talk everything out with my mummmy . so afterall, thanks for being thereeeeeee, and thanks for not giving it up even if it's a tough path ahead.~ (i know it's abit formal, but i really really really wish to thank youu.) so, thanks for being there. love ya!((((((((;
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Friday, May 22, 2009 @ 11:47 PM
 NATM2!;D
friday evening was spend at the cinema watching the lastest movie night at the museum twooo. out of the two movies, boyfriend choose watching this rather than Monster VS alien. and he claimed that my taste for movie were baddd. hah! and this movie was interesting . firstly because, this was one of the few movies that made boyfriend's continue watching beside doing his favourite past-time job. and secondly, because it madeeee me laugh quite alot somehow. kind of fantasy and imaginative. and i shall rate ir 4 out of 5.peopleeee, it was a worth movie to watch if you want to laugh your head out. by the wayyy people, i've two post for todayy! scroll down for more updates!((((;  and you know what? it never failed to makes me smile each time i seee this each morning i wake up. because, someone's willing to make the effort to pick and fill all these up with "xiang(1) si(1) dou(4)". someone's willing to walk that extra miles just for an exchange for my smile. and it's one of the littttle small things that are counted in my lifeeee. and i'm very sure, you're definitely a huge part of everything . (((; ~that 2nd anniversary gift!(;
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@ 8:58 AM
 FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY! ;D friday's always meant to be my favourite day of weeeek. partly because school ending early, and there's no school for the next two days.! i'm lucky myself because the lesssons are my favourites. heeee. ((; anyways, i'm having lesssons right nooww. being one of the early bird, i'm here blogggging. ! nehnehnehs.! boyfriends' not going schoool today so, i guesss he's round polyclinic to retreieve his mc. and and and, he's accompanying me to lecture later. that increase the enjoyment in my lecture definitely. pretty much updates to post :
1. 2ND ANNIVERSARY. well, it falls on a wednesday where both our scchedule were against each other. and so, we decided to celebrate it a day earlier.and so skippped school due to the few lecture for t day only.;X morning was spend at boyfriends' house. this month were no exception, because some problems has come in-betweeen us. it was pretty much solved. and still, boyfriend i still find it lucky to have you by my sideee. being so protective,and forgiving towards me. i promise to be more careful the next time? else-wise, be more considerate towards your feeeelings alrights.(; and i hope you give me the chance to do soo ya?._. the next few hours was supposingly to be spend at vivoo due to the big spacious mall. but , due to time controlling, we've spend at marinaaa squareeee. soeul garden was for dinneerrr. and this time, twice the enjoyment. because i'm very hungry, i can even eat one whole elephant. so, apart from eating, we haveeeeeee, double chocolate coffeeeeee for drinkkk. and then then, choclolate fundue, which turned out to be boyfriend's favourite. and he claimed that marina souel garden is bettter than taka. ! i was still alittle "bu fu qi" bout the UFO catcher , it was seriously very near !and i really think, there's something wrong with that machines.grrrrr.=/ anyways,we ended our day like that. it may be a ordinary day to some, but to me, it was still as a special daayy. (; dint attend school on wednesday. school was as usually same for me the next two daayys. passed my emaths test. fundamental quiz was pretty easy, but still dont think i will score. because one or two question i was using my ti-kam skills. and the bad one is, i swear i totally flunked my lab test. and i mean it, flunking which means having marks that is lesser than 5 out of 50. =/ i was wondering how could i passs it if i just welcome my boook oneweeek ago? thats totally out of possible , but thank lord, i've used that one hour to learn some things. and it's just having no time to try it all out. but still, i'm still gonnna used sometime to try everything out. and hopefully it would work out somehow or rather.
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Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ 9:38 PM
well, i dont feeel like posting anything today though there's plenty of updates to be made._. and i'lll come back soooon. (P.S: i neeed you more than chocolate right now, to cheeer me up seriously.)
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Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 10:41 PM
 heh! okay. monday was as usual monday blues. and today, i did drag myself to schoooooool. did a 200m or lesss ruunn as i had overshot my stop. and there i go, being as alert as possible. flunked one test : studio 8.! argh! cant blame me either, i cant possibly passs it when my boook is not arrived. and having a 6 out of 20 , is already quite a thumb-ups for a student like me who dint study . and speaking test was *ahem* alittttle not well-done. i just got a slightly more than passs. but anyways! thats'an stupid test.=/ okay! evverything went boredbored bored until lab.! heh! the last previous sesssion i was seriously angry and fasturated for letting the wires conquer me, remember? heheheh! but this time, guesss what?
I MANAGED TO DEFEAT THE WIRES IN LESSER THAN 2HOURS! ;D
and whats more, i did not asked for any single help from anyoneeee.! not even mr lowww. praise me praise me. never had taste sucesss to be so sweeeeet. (; well, i'mgoing to love the lessssson no matter what. oh! i hope i am not too lateeee. to boyfriend:
HAPPPPPYYYYY 2nd MONTH!
(and allthe be it emotional/chessy things shall not be posted up here. )
belated 2ndmonth celebration post will be up sooon, i just neeed some photos. !
And i've made a promise to you, for what i've done previously . though, it was a prettty baaaddd niqhtmare for the both of us, but believe me , i gonnna to replaced with the sweeetest correction/change-over. wait and seee.(;
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Saturday, May 16, 2009 @ 10:42 PM
 THIS SATURDAY IS A BORING-BORING DAAAYY~
okayy. i should be in VT helping laoshi with his performance at niqht. but due to some last-minute decision like not having any black plain teeeee and dismissing around evening. i decided not to go. black plain teeee is a compulsory thing for those helpers so as not being able to get spottted. and having to dismisss so late, and to drag myself to cityhall area miqht be wasting time. and who knows what time will i reach? i guessss bel's gonnna be angry once again with my last-minute decision. sorrrrieeeee bel, i hope you understand my situationn hereeee. :(((
well, and i went to cut hair today! hmmm, i cant stand having a grasss-like hair on my head, and so i went to search for salon in hougang area with boyfriend. as i normally have my hair-cut at whitesands ''arches'' . We did find a salon which is cooool, in terms of pricing wise and reputation.i'm sure some may heard it before ''TWISTER by monsoon'' there's one nearby at century square beside the arcade. but, the apppointment was fulll till 5pm .eeew. i dont want to waste money at jean-yip because my length was 25bucks! it was expensive, and i am sure i'm gonna get suan by both boyfriend and mummy. So, my last intention was to cut it at nearby chap-palang salon. i duno what name the salon was calleeedddd actually, but this guy cut it for me. he dint loook like he knows how to cut. and i am afraid that my hair will be crasheddddd by him. so while he's cuttting . i am loooking at my hair with both my eyes, and my mind was telling me'' loook angie, you cant judge anyone with his appearance, and we should give chances to people to show off their talent!'' okay, i am so going to complain this maybe for another two or threee days. so, boyfriend is going to have a hard-time. because i paid 10bucks to just cut a fewww inches of my hair! and and and, there's werent any blowing or washing in processssss .! even my grandmother's placeeeee do have such service and they charge the sameeeee. argh! =/ . i regretted for not going jean -yip.!=/
okay, boyfriend's having my classmates's which is his ex-classmates birthday party round night-time. and i dint go with him, partly because, i dont know anyone out thereeee beside him and the birthday boy. and of course, not wanting to let boyfriend and of course myself to be paiseh. because it seemed that everyone wants to seeeeeee how his girlfriend looked like. i'm afraid everyone will be laughing their heads offff after seeeing my alien-facee.So, i spend my night right at homeeee. okay, and boredom is killling me seriously! =/ and thank god there's someone who i can taaalllkkk to for maybe an hour or so.
and , i talked to ESTEEEEE! ;D  okay, nothing amusing. but i've not contact with this qirl ever sinceeeeee 5months ago! and she seemed to be mia! okay, her birthday is coming in round a weeek and hopefully i can meeet her out for a talk or something.! and hey girl (if you're reading), jiayou for olevel kays! i knowww you can do it. its halfwaaayyy through. jiayou!;DD
apart from that , ZHIHAO came talked to me too.
 and throughout the whole conversation, he has beeeen complaining about how bad his life at poly were. no close friends . no life. going home after schoool,waking up very early, having weird classmates who study everydayy and stufff. heh! and there's one part which is kind of funny. and it goes like: ZH: eh, gwen. i know gwen. i dont know her name. she same school with me siah! weeek threee i saw her at foodcourt 3. ME: eh, LAYFENG LAH! hahah. how can dont know her name! tuition mate once leh! ZH: forget mah! at least i know she's gwen. ME: LOL. u dammm jialat. then u remember what i call? ZH: ehh, TIGGER! ME: EH, what tigger lah! what the difff betweeen calling layfeng gwen and calling me tigger. ZH: ANGIEs.! LOL. and thank god he remembered. anyways, zhihaooo, jiayou in your schoool environment. weeek four in school niahs. afew more weeek you will find new close friends.! takecares!
and thats how i ended my night! ;D
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Friday, May 15, 2009 @ 11:48 PM
 (((;
okeh, forget about morning, because i cant pullled myself up from beeeddd. and this is out of the 3435840563times that i cant wake upp. and so, i am brushing my teeeth while having half of my soul at lala`land. and then, i am draggging myself to schooooool . and that relates on how my first two lessons wereee. and this was the very first time which i cant possibly concentrate on this moudule itself! oh hell._. i guess i'm missing alot. my eyes were shutttting even when the lecturer is right beside me.
i should be attending lectures for the last two hours after that. but, i dint! reason because, someone's hinting me that he's not attending lessson. and being in such a modeeee that time, i dont feeel like continuing being in school either. second, i cant boredd myself up with two upcoming lectures, and whats' more my eyes are shuttting. and there goes my wires make-up lesson. thank god that mr low decided to help me out during monday lesson!;D he seeemed to be concerned over me, because, to him, i'm stew a newwww student too! cheeers* thats the advantage.!
next few hours were spend up at boyfriend's houseeee, with drama on half-way while we went to sleeeeeep the next few hours. one hour for me, but threeeeee hours for him. and i've used that two more hours to get my tutorial done! heeeeee. bball at niqht was niceeeee as usual. i still love friday the best. without any worrrries. oh weelll, having two quizzes next weeeeeek, gooodluck angie.=/
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Thursday, May 14, 2009 @ 8:41 PM
HEH, pardon for me being busy this weeeek. =/ because, i'm still in the midst of adapting school's lifeeee, somehow in a goood and a baaaddd waaayy. just a quick updates on life.
#o1: my nice morning was somehowwww destroyeedddd, whats worst was i even had nightmares.! ._. boyfriend's sleeeping like deeeaaaddd pig, cant blame him either. he was not having any nice sweeeet sleeep lately._. but! having the eveninq together was just riqht as ever. (; #o2. welcome my boook today. and i'm having like a lab quiz next weeeek.! niceeee one. and i've this feeling that i'm gonna flunked it. oh damn. =/ #o3. i'm haaapppyyy because i've managed to survive the two irriatating days of the weeeek. and whats' come after that, a pretttty sweeeet friday!;D #o4. i'm getttting quite used to accepting emaths into my lifeeeee. because, somehow i managed to get vectors done with a snap* and and and, that literally increase my confident and my so-called passsion for trying hardder!;D last but not leassssttttt,
#o5. my WRTORIAL presentation is the weeek after next.! heh! and that leaves me with much much time to prepare everythingggg thats' in a messsss. and of course, having to qet my formal wear . mr ted is treating me with extra cautious-ness because, to him, i'm stew a newwww student! and because of that, everyoneeeee that comes after me came over to thank me! heh!;D AND BY THE WAY, after 343405806825068 days, love party was a succcesssss.! YAYS!, our hardwork did pay offfff. *smiles*
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Monday, May 11, 2009 @ 10:13 PM
 ARGH!
i wonder why george boolea come out with such a theory ! and as simple as that, wires are making me mad. i am still confused, those were just some strands of wires, but somehow it loooked so complicated! what are all the Deemoragan theorem and 10rules! its' driving me really reaaaallly maaaaad.! okay, things dint get that bad afterall as there's classmates who help me around. and i swear that i am going to get all this right sooooon! all the wires out there, wait and seeee.! i am going to overcome you soooon .!=/
anyways, monday arrived. and all the blues came all over me. at least there's boyfriend who accompany me for breakfast today! and that made my day as bright as the suuuunnnn! Heeeee. but whats' baad was, he has not beeeen sleeeping last entire night.! and he did came for the first two lessssons( heeeelllooo, it was his first lessssson while it was like the second or third lessson for the others.!) and went baccccckkkk right after that. and he went lala` laaaannnnddd all the waaaay till i reaches his area round evening. and whats worst was, he went baaaaccck to sleeeeeep after that. heh! weell, though no one accompanied me, but seeeeing him sleeep so soundly , so sweeetly somehow made me felt comfortable inside, and literally made me smilee. (; dinnneeer was served after his mum woke him upppp. and accompanied him throughout till 9.
i would rather let you sleeeeeeeeep till full, than to let a sleeeeepyhead acccompany me know. so dear,no more quarrel alrights? i love you.(;
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Saturday, May 09, 2009 @ 11:26 PM
 RANDOM FEEELINGS; where and how should i start right now when all of the random thoughts just hits into my head. it isnt that i'm feeeeling troubledd, terrible, horrible or sadddd emo . just that, i felt that it was a neeed to write out the thoughts and feeeelings right inside me. sitting round my rooom, i'm here writting emotional post that you might not seee often in my other post. it's just someday, somehow i felt like expressing out how i felt .
like how i've beeen writting happpy post on life with boyfriend, how we spend each day, and the small little words that i used to express how i felt inside of me. Well, while using the bathrooom a moment ago, i was thinking even deeeper as i never thought i would. usually when one met someone, one only know him/her from the point whereby the path of both lives came together; just as fascinating when two parrallel lines met. and it's only after one gets to know about his/her family , the past would then came into the picture and makes up so much of each other as a person. well to me, the best thing would be getting to know a person, not being his present self, but also the past , and hopefully part of his future.
Well, and while thinking of how i met boyfriend's mum, literally brought me with a smile. It was a terrrible act to met his mum right inside his house, when his mum herself was shocked that i was in . and it followed by a loud bang from her bedroom dooor. Initially when one met into such a situation, anyone would thought of the word ''run'' and yes, having a normal human reaction, we did. however, feeeling right guilty about it, i decided to text his mum with the help of boyfriend. and that's how the second impression changed the first. and when day passes, i was introduced to his family. even right now, his house somehow became my second home whereby i could go in easily just to have dinnner together or to stay in just to chill or to watch any shows.
Thats when i realised, boyfriend wasnt just someone that i could watch movies together with, not only someone that shares my bitter/sweet/sour times or so. as he's already counted as being part of me, and someone who is important that i could not live without. and that brought us to the second chapter of life. not partly adapting to each other but more to being closer to each other where our different family were added into our life to become one . and when talking about this, i'm still gettting uneasy about it. Yup, some may guess it correctly. : my family. and yes, my family indeed know nothing about their daughter having a boyfriend in her life. It may tend to be a unfillal act to me or so. because, if i were to put myself into my parents shoe whereby i'm a parent, i would want my child to tell me that news. because afterall, i should know about it. it kind of contradicting to say this. but well, being an only child in the family whereby everyone loves me, pampered me and stuff. not only that but also having such a tradition mummy who thinks that one should concentrate on his/her studies at this age and shouldnt be wasting his/her time on relationshipp. Seee that? and if that's the case, can anyoneeee tell me how should i tell my parents about it? okay, being troubled because , this matters to me alot. and i wannna let them be the first to knowwwwww about this, rather to be caught outside and know this themselves. it will be even devastating than knowing it late . well,and mummmy's someone that i respect to the max, and someone that i would tell my life stories to and stuff. i even wannnt her to be the first to know and the first to be happpy about it .and if that happpen, i would not neeeed to hide ,avoid anything under the suunn. oh well, but school's just started two weeeeks. and i quess not yet the right time.eeew.=/ this feeeeling seriously suck. but well, it's still the time to hide it for the time being i quess.
anyways, nothing reaally much to blog about today. because it was a usual stay-at-home day at boyfriend's house. while covering ourselve under blanket , watching shooowwww. but still, i enjoyed the moment. somehow comfortable and relaxing.(((; heh! oh btw, it's mummmy's day tomorrow ! dadddy's going to be the cooook tomorrow. and that means i'm havinq nice goood foooood that was of the same standard as those high classs restuarant outside, and whats more, it's bufffet time! heh!;D
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@ 1:09 AM
 YIPEE-YIPEE YAY YAY ; ITS FRIDAY AGAIN!;D
tuesday, friday will be twooo dayys that i'm loooking forward to.! tuesday because lesson ends super early and lecture werent that boring. friday as i do not neeed to touch boooks , pens and at the same time, being able to relax , not thinking about anything. heeee. though i'm like having two quizzes next weeek or so, i'm not going to let this afffect any of these threeee days of the weeek. and so, met boyfriend after school before heading to tampinese. well actually, we decided to go cycling at ecp to burn fats, but thanks to the downpour in the morning.! the floooor was like wet and mudddddyyy. and so, we decided to catch a movie .
and guesss what? not much movie were showing right now. and average movies like ''X-men, start-trek' etc'' were starting as late as evening. spending time round arcade. and i find this a memorable one.! because boyfriend went to play 18wheeler. well, its driving a truck. and it literally show time's up just when his truck was right in front of the checkpoint.! hah! anyways, it was reaaally a nice first experience in fact. went home to bathhh before heading for dinner and to his nest.
and and and, instead of hanqing round his house till night, we went out for exercise.! heh, this time it was basketball. boyfriend's favourite sports! ;D we dint manage to get any court, and so we went to his primary school to play. it was reaaallly dangerous, with us sneaking into it when the gate was opened. laser round the entrance, and camera-at-dontknow-which-area. but! i've done it with him. and it shows how long ever since i exercise, i cant even stay active to play for an hour. ! X.X shall improve on that i guess.! ;P
i love spending the whole evening with you; and i' know beside you, there's no one else that could make me feeeeel soo ease right inside. (; chances of having such beautifully blissed moment dont come everyday, espiecially days like this but still, i love you gary.(;
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Wednesday, May 06, 2009 @ 10:38 PM
 i think i'm going maaaaddddd sooooner or later. i've just put down my pens and kept all the scattered papers, notes, textbooooks somewhere that is not visible to me. i've actually manage to finish covering the 1st chapters of every textboook . finish covering= understand every single shit that's inside the chapter itself. and threeee cheeers for me * (((; okay, at least, i've nice lecturer, tutor that are willing to make up classes with me . if not, i'm still gonnna listen to alien lanaguge in classssss from my classmates and who-ever who is teachingg there. well, wrtutoral lessson was okay. thank god that mr ted dint mention anything about ''taking a photo to the class to show your classmates'' or'' bring something interesting'' heh! because, what's interesting to me doesnt mean it would be interesting to my classmates isnt it? just like, mr ted brought a photo of '' singapore flyer'' , and he told us that he capture it from different angle, explaining how beautiful it is. but, hellooooo, maybe to him it is. he's a foreigner , or maybe PR , i am not sure. but a picture of a singapore flyer doesnt fascinate me.! maybe taking a singapore flyer might be cooooool. heh! okay! shall pooossst tilll hereeeeeeeee. boyfriend's waiting ;D heeeee.
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@ 8:43 AM
HA-HE-HAY-HO.
First, second school weeeeeek started with a schedule of long hours lesssssssssoons, from 9am - 5pm.and i am literally draggging myself to schoool. it somehow started with some bad news which followed by some pleasant news with it. TESTS, QUIZZES surprises me that monday morning, and it was a n
ice oneeeee because i dint know anything about it. which mean, i'm sure gonnnaaa flunk it anyway anyhowwwww. but, the goood neeeeeews is '' classes will be dismiss right after the quiz being done.'' HEH!;X anyways, i'm not talking about any quizzes like how i done it or how the result will be and stufff right now till it's out.
tuesday was the nicest day of the whole 5-days. because i'm ending schooool as early as 1pm. and and and, i did skipppppppeeeedddddddd the first two lessson on computer programming.! oppps, not of purpose but because i'm lateeee. heh! continue hanging out at boyfriend's houseeeeeeee as he's prettty mad of me being so so forgetful. and it resulted that i have to wait for the next lessssssson for 1hour , and he has to russssshhh over for his lectureeee. anyways, lecture wasnt that proper and so, i went out earlyy. the next few hours were spend at myyyy nest and dinner at boyfriend's houseeee. okay! timeeeee for lessssssoooooon!;D
(P.S: it was raining heavilyyyyy this morning, and mooood wasnt that weeeelll. it always like this! raining on days i dont waaaaannnttt . i think i neeeeed daaarrrkkk chocolateee ;( )
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Sunday, May 03, 2009 @ 10:00 PM
Tomorrow will be the second weeek of school days for me, i guess i'm still not really get used of the school environment here. i used to think dunman was big, but now, TP was even biggger. i would even get lost in it. oh well, somehow everywhere looks the same to me, isnt it.? lecture and tutorial wasnt as baaad as people describe, or perharps to me, it wasnt . probably due to some motivation drive i've inside. '' looking forward to after school'' made me thought of concentrating on lessons as time would pass even faster if i choose not to look at it. or ''some 1hr tutorials and lecture?'' heh, because distance between one and the other would require more steps , and so, our class who always used to take their own sweet time would just kill 15 mins of the lesson itself. heh! and i hateeee monday the most. because it started early and ended as late as 5.! whats more, the last few were labs !and i hate labs the most, somehow i got all the things connected wrongly.!=/ on a happier note, i've got my tutorial work done.! yays, i felt a sense of achievement, because, i'm really reaalllly frastruated for the past 1hour for not being able to solve it. and i swear to myself that, i'm gonna get the answer right before i head to sleeeep. and the moment i set that law to myself, i've got the answer. everything's just due to my careless-nesss._. heh, nothing much to be angry offf i guess, becausse, i've got the answerr. ;D Anyways, talking about my weeekends. Weeekends are always meant for my lovely boyy.(; and due to some heavy loads of work to be done, we spend this weekends crashing at his nest. and for the threee whole days, we've got '' Hot shot'' for accompany. So, having to stick our eyes to the television for 3 -4hours seeem to be our favourite past-time nowadays. anyways, gonna head to lalal~ landddd noowwwwwwww. (; nights peopleeee. To my dearest boyfriend: i've realised :#o1. i've beeen a lucky-feelllow to met you out of this whole big worldd, because i've never never never beeeen treateddd so weeeeelll from anyone before. and i swear, i'm gonnna do what-ever it takes, to hold you close by my side. and yes, i know you've beeeen hearing me saying that for 32857495496times! but i'm still going to say it here no matter what. if he's the one who let me know what love, you will be the one who let me experience what's true love is. thanks for beeeeinng you. #02. on the other notee, i'm still feeling horrribly-terribly guilty over the past incident that happened in bettweeeeen. and it has beeen so damm of me as i'm still feeling as guilty till nowww. so boyfriend, i hopeeee you could forgive what i've done previously. and i promise that i'll mend it up for you. and all that i wanted to sayyy “再次对你说声对不起，我不想再弄你难过伤心了，而同样的我想试一试让这些伤心又难过通通的变成快乐。我相信我能做到，再相信我最后一次好吗。这次我能保证不会再对我而感到失望了”(: and and and, dont hate me okayyyy? i loveeee youu.(((; #o3. 原来你不笑的时候都有吸引人的一面哦。okay!, i apologies for not noticing that earlier, but i hopeeee it wasnt that late to realise that now ya? 男人认真的时候真的好帅哦。;P dont do that tooo often , if not prepare to seeee me covering with my jealousssyyyyyyy costumee. PS: all the above mentioned were all written from my bottom of my heart true-fully, and not some sweeeet-talking that i am doing . so i guesssss you would smile after reading all these , because nothing matters more to me than your smile. (you know that ya?) so smilleeeeeeeeee. dont worrry, i'm sure we will be overcoming all the obstacles that are ahead of us together.(((; so, you're going to have sweeeet dreams tonight i guessss? hoppeee sooo.(; how magically it is to ended up being like this,being with you is ease,day by day passing with peace,times being ''nasty'',and ending up moments being lovely. i know it for sure that you're someone that i wanna stick with for the rest of my life.
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