little did i realised that, it would get even challenging and difficult to get a simple gift for your parents when u're growing up. if i'm not wrong, i've beeeeeen a goood girl doing cards and DIY stuff for the past few years when i'm in primary school. it gets even tougher when i'm in secondary school because i've lack of words to say to them . such words like thankyou, those appreciation words seeeeemed to get vey ''lao(2) tao(4) '' and so, little expensive stufff came in, such as necklace, ear-rings, bags for mum and cup, drawings, handphone pouch for daddy. and now, nothing. and guess what? its' my dadddy's birthday tomorrow! =/

thought of telling mummy not to buy a cake, as i intend to buy it. and whats' mummy's reaction was, '' 49 days havent over, cannot celebrate'' and then, i was asked not to buy anything. okay, that should be a good news. but at least, i should go up to say a ''happy birthday dadddy'' right? but, lacking of courage actually. even in the past, i dint dare to give the gift face-to-face. i would usually put it on their desk or somewhere visible to them. because to me, its' so paiseh! not only me, how would they react? what if they react another way? eeeew. so, afterall, i've a shyyy family. so cant blame. anyways, receieved pay todayy, that means, i can go shoppping tomorrrrow~! Yays;D and online shopp just informed me that i can get my clothes this weeek or lastest next.! well, things are gettting fine here and there. gettting bettter with boyfriend definitely. and i hopeee luck lady can still be beside me when i start school next monday.

oh luck lady, pleaseeeee. i promise to give you sweeets and chocolate everyday . ;D

and the weather seeemed to suit how' i'm feeeling these days. and i love seeeeing the clouds. (;

shall end here, people enjoy weeekends~;DD