School' was as usual these days. okay, some classmates did talked to me about my transfer and stufff. thank god labour day falls on tomorrow, if not, i've got to go for lecture, which is kinda a wasted /terrible thing right now. tutorial was kind of interesting in fact. heh! because we're assigned work to do, and people do talkk . and they're prettty lameeeeee in their conversation. !=/. well, i used to be a girl full of words, and i cant stop talking for 2minutes. but somehow, it turned out differently right now. i can actually stop talking, be quiet for at least 2hours. dont ask me whye.?because, i kind of doesnt have any reasons to start talking if there wasnt a neeed. and so in class, i do talk when i've any enquiries, or was asked to. and tadah~ prettty goood training in fact, and at least boyfriend accompany me. hah! was looking forward to class dismissal in fact! hah! there's some assignment piling up right now. and it's just my first weeek of my school! eeew.=/

anyways, i met liting for lunch! and we headedddddd to design schoool to have our romantic fish-and-chips together. heh! i guesss some shocking things happen that might put someone to shock twice! hahah, and me and liting were actually laughing saying serve them right. anyways, did some catch uppp with her. and i am sure sooon sooon, we'll have fate to meeet in TP again ya? takecare girl! accounting is hard, and difficult but you can do it lah! ;D

and that's all folk. shall do the rest of the updates tomorroww!;D

'' 我想如果你没出现在我的世界，我的世界还是一片黑暗。谢谢你活在我的世界里把黑暗拿走，而同样的把我世界都变得多姿多彩，让我都等不急明天的到来。 我要好好感谢缘分因为是它让我们有相爱的机会。而未来的我们,我一定会好好珍惜,一定会。你也会吧？一定要哦 '' (((;

heh! just a quick quick updates on things. went swimming , and have gotten' sunburnt today. and my face was burning red riqht now. the sun was really really shinnning veh brightly.booo-hoo-hoo. i have this feeling for going shopppingggggg lately, i neeeed clothes badly as i've beeeen sick of all the clothes in my wardrobe. oh no, and i shall get everything done by sunday. well, school's starting on mondayyy. and i'm like having lesson all the waaaaayyy till 5. nice one. =/ spend the rest of the timeeee right in boyfriend's house. (i guess that's the only wayy to help him save all his money, and not let all his money disappear.heh!:X) and i've a problem nowwww. i neeed money baddlly as my pay have not comeeeeee into my bankkk. eeew. shall poke and disturb mummmy later.


and oh by the way, have you seeeeen any people love-biting each other in the poool? oh well, i saw one this morning! hah!

1. I've wasted round 800bucks + of my mummy's hardearn money and my mummy's heart kind of bleed because it seeemed that all theses tests are disturbing and playing round about with us.
urine test shown no significant blood when i'm in the hospital, and when i'm back at the clinic, it shows the bloood again.
2. I've got the letter from the specialist, and i'm not going to care about what the clinic doctor is going to say, because i going to get a photocopy of a scanning for the school instead.
3.I'm going to bid goodbye to RAFFFLES MEDICAL AND RAFFLES HOSPITAL. yays! x10000000
4. got back to schhool to return all the enrolment forms, and was told to start school straight. but i think i'm going to start school next weeeeeek!
5. had our first month gift. thanks dear for that ring. and i'm going to take that as my second important valuable. !
6. i wanted to tell the whole out that, '' life is really nice to me, and with all i've in hands now, it's enough. because that sweeet loving boyfriend seeemed to be melting me every single dayy.'' ;D

thats' all folks! and and and, i'm going to enjoy the last threee days with boyfriend before i've all my lecturer and tutorials .

(P.S: had dinner over at boyfriend's house. and one good news was, i seemed to click well with both his parents, because they seeemed to be laughing and talking to me more and more each day i saw them. and i really think that's a goood news! isnt it? )

HAPPPY 18th birthday to garyyy; DA-GE. 

And thats' what i've for lunch today! threeee-scooops of i-screaamm and a bags of pictures! anyways, i'm going to pick out the nicest one to post it here instead! HEH! and all thanks to bel's camera and her wonderful- snaps that made me looook super fat in some photos! i'm going to consider to continue my diet another time.


the date was placed today because school's starting and i think bel should really really enjoy that very last bit before going to school. And the date was at vivocity, because i've cravings for i-scream. we did our monthly chattting because we have not seeen each other for quite a couple of months. And yes, laughter will definitely not missed in-betweeen our conversation. and i'm glad that we 're still as close as before. and i can declared that i've actually shopped the every shop in vivocity. not much uodates on fashion either, but at least that 3 hours were enjoyable.

And hey girl, life might be alittle tough for you as you have not adapted to your new school life. but rest assured that, things will get better because you're a nice friend here. and fate's have in stock for you many many surprises. but, but but bear in mind that we'll still be best of friends when more and more friends enter your life alrights! and i'm sure we have many many more to talk about as our life are going to expand and link up to many other things ya? thanks for the nice day here.! and please dont forget our date on this coming 28th if posssible! (HEH!, u should know what's the date !) and of course, in the next 5 years. and girl, please take care of yourself! ;DD .many many loveeees!

the plan that i have in stock for this pretty lady here was i've dated her out after 5years starting from now. and we're going to the same place we had went today. wear the same thing we wore today, eat the same i-scream we called, and of course snap all the pictures we snap! this is one wayyy to seee how each of us grow up. and who knows i will still look the same after 5years. (i hope not! =/ if not, thats the syptoms to show that ''wo zhang(2) bu(4) da(4) !)


boyfriend's out of my sight today. and actually, he's a busy man today too. he has to be his uncle house at round 1 as his cousin hold a birthday party there.but guess what? he woke up at that time. now u know how well my boyfriend can sleeeeep! HEH!;X and, he's working right nowwwwwww till midnight! Awwwwwww.and god ,for the first time, let the time goes 5times fast! because, i cant wait to seeeee him tmwr! but, hope you could turn the clock 10times slower after i met him. >.<

Went round to TP again due to some of the misunderstanding the clerk made. and then again, my certs are going with me round and round these few days. today's the last day. but, i was rest assured by another clerk to wait for the phonecalls. So, it wasnt the last day afterall, another week to go. going back RP to get some things settled tomorrow, and hopefully, my daddy would not get involve. HEH.! asked many of the closed ones and also discussed with my parents again. i guess thats the best wayy . and i'm listening and following along with what they sayy. well, shall post what was it about after i receive the good news. so people, be patient for sometime, because i dont think i'm telling anymore people anymore as there's a chinese saying ''ge(2) qiang(2) you(3) er(3). and i'm not that dumb to let my confidence fooling around anymore.

heard that dmnsyf was today, and hope they are doing well there.dmnchoir JIAYOU! it has beeen since 346962965369days ever since i visit them .misss those sectionals gossip period. eew, it reminds me of tsui san, zerlina, richelle, jiayu (who i just met recently) , and the list goes on. :(((
why fate like disturbing people. having to know them is what i called fate, but why must we have to be seprated? i guesss everyone is busy with their lifeeee as well. =/

Well, injection's over. but i felt lucky this time because i've you around. (;
stay close with me, hold me tight round me. because you're what my life cant do without

Well, i've made out my decision. one more day to go before the conclusion of my school~ discussed it with my family too. and what they expect was me to pick out a decision i want. and yes, i've made that decision. but this time, i'm reallyscared, because i dont know whether will i regret, or what will happen next? who knows after another 6months , things changes again?i hope to own a time machine right now, to peeeek at what would happen in the next 6months.and this feeeling sucks. it wasnt right. =/

hopefully tomorrrow will be alright.injection suck big time!T.T

Well, ggoood news was i receieved my online teeeeeee today~! and finally after so much tries, i managed to received it instead of them sending a text saying ''no stocks'' .Yays Yays, and mummy was so smart. once she receieved that from the post box, she came to me and said '' nahh, ur teeee-shirt come already'' and i actually dint tell her anything about this online shoppping ! Also, My new house teee-vee arrived yesterday. this super big thin one my dad bought. and i am still trying to get used to watch in such a big teee-veee.

Was spending these few morning in boyfriend's house. because, i wanna be the first person he seee when he open his eyes. HEHEHEH!;X and thats what i callled happiness. and i saw his mummy these days too. she has beeeeen buying food for me tooo. oh, niceeeeee auntyyy. boyfriend was telling me to talk more to her because she loves talking to people. but, i dont know how to start a topic with her! i cant be so random by telling her my life. i cant be so rude by joking with her too! i'm talkative and good at linking topics up, but the only thing she talked to me was '' eh li jing, ni duo kao?'' first, i really felt weird by hearing people call me by my chinese name, because none did that except for my chinese teachers in school. and this is unpreventable , it's chinese period mah! and second, i dont know how to link to other topic after telling her how tall am i. see the problem? okayyy, i will try harder next time then .(*paddding my own shoulders for encouragement*)

And guesss what? boyfriend acccompanied me for sports today! we went, for badminton! HEH! we was like telling each other how gooood we were. and i am telling him that i've beeen playing badminton some years agoo. And so, some PK compeitition , and obviously he won. claiming my stamina wasnt goood. but the results were super near , it was like 4-3. and so, i lose the bet as well . then, went back Tampines one hoping to eat some iceeee. (DESERT!;D) and guesss what? all the nice scenary seat was being snatched awayyy. and they are like still occupying those seats when they have finished their meals. TSK! singaporeans. =/ so, we went back TM for ice instead. i guess it might be the same afterall as there were still the KOPITIAN brand. along the way, we went arcade, and got interested in this match maker machine. those normal machine that stated'' try us to seee how you and your partner match each other and stuff'' so, we tried. the information was as usual, birthdates, name. and some of the results were pretty true, and the rest were hilarous. because we dont share similar interest in music (though, i am starting to like what he's hearing but still hating rock music ;X) and true things like advising him to improve on both his career and finance. (this is true as he's pretty broke right now. hah! )

School's orientation starts today if i'm not wronggg. but, i guess i'm not goinggg. i dont really have the moood to go. and it might not be appropriate to go as i cant do any celebration or happy things as grandpa's 49days was still not yet over. apart from that, some problems in betweeeen. and i'm still waiting for call! EEEEW, i think i shouldnt expect more. i've done what i should do. '' Angie dont think so much. fate have all in stock for you, and of course choosing the best one for youu.'' >.< EEEW, hate this feeeeling. might be meeting bel sooon this weeeeeek i guessss. and thats 'all. (; people who's starting school sooon, enjoy your 5days to the fulllest ya!;D

I think my self-esteem is decreasing these two days.

Elaboration:
Firstly, I think i am getting sad/emo/depress over the 3kg i've gained. it has beeen like 4 months long ever since i stepped onto the weighing machine. and this is what i've found out. Beeeeen asking all my family members/boyfriend/classmates that i've seeeeen , and they dint realised anything about me. that's even saddening because, whenever i looked at the mirror i realised that 3kg difference myself =/
Secondly, i think my PMS this month was something. because lots of things happpppen . and small litttle things makes me link to many many other things. and i am lousy because i cant control my brain myself. and poooor boyfriend have to suffffer. ;P
Thirdly, Previously i've done something without finding more about the decision i've made. all these literally make me regret. So now, i've to re-do what i've done. And because all these had to do with my future, i'm trying my best to change it. guesss what? now all i could do is to wait for the results here. i can tell you guys that i am expecting.Yes, beeeen telling everyone that ''dont have expectation cause' it will lead to disappointment '' now me myself am expecting it. but hey! thats diffferent. i do things for a reason, and this time tooo! So now, really reallly bobian le. and waiting for the result made my heart itchy itchy! boyfriend had claimed that i'm fickle-minded, and now, i really thinkkk i'm . gahhh -gahhhh. :( i deserved to scold myself here''seeee lah! never think properly then anyhow choooose. now huo gai lor!'' :(


All things should have solution so as to improve my Attitude/ Feeeling about it making it bettter, isnt it.? and here are all these that i would do.

Solution : 1) Regarding my weight, i think i neeeed to cut down on everything i eat and start to welcome sports in my life. ( er, i dont mind sports actually, because i love to jumpppp around!;D) and so, i'm going to eat when neccessary and cut down on those unnecessary break-meals. Apart from that, i'm going to exercise starting from tomorrrow. school's starting and i dunwan anyone in classss to say i'm fat. EEEW=/ . So, be it cycling/walking/running/joggging/ (the list goes on but not swimming! HEH!;X) , yupp, i'm going to do all theseeeeeeeeeeeee in a weeeeeeeekk. Also, Bubbletea! i'm going to cut down the sugar intake tooo! because, i dunwan get diabetes/ dunwan to have injection everyday so, i am going to drink lesss of sugared drink, i'm welcoming plain water like ice-mountain brand in my lifeee sooon. Fastfoood too! , not going to touch fast fooood next few weeeeek i guessss. (thinking of all those oil which they used that will be transfered to my body literally made me cryyyyyy) >.< thats for all i guesss. And And And, boyfriend is going to do all theseeeee with meeeeeee.! (HEH! if you're reading this, i dont care whether u're going to cry/shout/scream because what i'm doing, you're doing it toooo! ;P)
2)cant do anything about PMS, but it's ending soooooon ya. this is like so nature for girls you seeeee. and i'm so much better because i dont have any temper , isnt it? HEH!;X
3) About this important thing that would got to do with my future, i will just have to wait wait wait and wait. All thanks to Mr Leee who's helping me right now with all the admin. Nothing i could do i guesssss. well, god will help me make the smart decision which is best for me. and what i can do to make myself better would be, not to expect so muchhhhh. =/

Bad Bad Bad post i haveeeee. and hope the next post would be a bettter one. ! thats all folks!

And and and, this time, i've make a trip to visit S.A.M which is known as the Singapore Arts Musuem. Heh, reason mainly because boyfriend and me wanna have somewhere to go. and since it's a weekend, it will be super packed if we were to squeeze together with the public in shopping malls. So, after much discussion, we got our butts to visit this musuem. and i swear, in my whole entire 18 years of life that i've lived, i dint step into such places. Although it was my virgin time there,it did really let me understand not fully but at least half on what this three letters : ''ARTS'' is all about.!

Let me share with you my experience theree :
Firstly, i dint know that drawing lines all over, using blanco and stuffs , drawing blindly on an art paper can actually be art ! and i've come upon this artist that have drawn all these and yet his drawings were actually posted and exhibit in the gallery itself. Okay, maybe i'm not an artistic person here, and yes, like what boyfriend said before '' i dont know anything about art.''
Secondly, i realised that art can be anything, any form of things and not only using your inspiration to draw something on a piece of paper given. i've come through videos in the gallery showing how people capture the shadows of the table, People pouring all kinds of sauces on their body which caused fire, a piece of red cloth being hang on the wall and etc can be a form of art. At the first place, i actually dint know that such things were also defined as art. okay, and now i understand all these.
Lastly, art is grouped into many many groups. and art itself is just a main word for it. and the shocking thing was, admiring nudes, drawing nudes can be a form of art. okay! dont say i'm a sua ku okay! i knowwwww there's is something on earth that were called nude arts. but i dint see one before. and now, i've seeeeen, it make me wonder, why artist wants to draw someone who is nude, or, why would anyone enjoy or admire such nude art. =/

Anyways, apart from all these, i've really seeeen beautiful beautiful art pieces. I've also come through the exhibition which is named something like '' the unbroken string'' and this male artist himself was at the age of 89, and he's still drawing! oh-my-god, i can really seee the passsion he has for art here. (P.S: he's one of the artist that draw nude drawing too.=/ ) hahah. and so, boyfriend and me spend round 2 hours plus loooking and admiring all these. it sound so like an educational trips.! ARGH! blame it on weeekends which boyfriend claimed that all the peoeple seeemed to be crawling out of their office and houses. Know what? i really used to like weekends maybe due to the schooling days i've but now, i dont.>.<>

OKAY!. though this colour doesnt suit the moood i am in, the word ''happpy'' and a big smiling faceee did really define what moood i am currently in. Had sakae with boyfriend yesterdayy afternoon. and after much fasting in the morning and afternoon, i did manage to eat a couples of plates compared to the previous time when i went . and guess what? something did happen to boyfriend afterthat. and it was due to the overflowing of foood in his stomach, somehow it led to digestion. not much to me though it was really bloated . but the loook on boyfriend face wasnt that positive. and we tried many methods to help digestion like taking naps, drinking fruit juice, walking and so on. after a couples of hour, he was not that bloated anymoree; except for a little bit that haven digest(which he claimed , and i hoped he wasnt using that to console me ya ._.) i guesss, this first memorable time will somehow remind us to think twice before entering a buffet restaurant. and to me, this time, it did really make me scared, because the impression of boyfriend as well as what he told me about his past experience when having digestion problem did shock me. >.<>

So, because of that, i shall rate it for 5/10 stars. People, if you're really boring to the climax , wanted to watch something, wanted to eat potato chips , dont mind watch this show. it will keeep you entertained at least for an hour or so.And and and, someone complained that all the movies i chooose were so boring. So, the next time that i stepped into the cinema would be some movie someone's gonna choose. and i'm going to seeee how nice his taste is ?;X HEH. Before movie, went LAN and threee rounds of poool. and i'm still losing to boyfriendd for the poool sesssionn. =/ Stomach was feeling upset since today morning. i suspect that, i have ate something wrong. and all that i can blame to was the fried rice i ate yesterday atg changi airport. but someone 's still feeling alright and we're both eating almost the same thing! so what do this mean? >.<>

After many many days of hesistation, thinking, squeezing brainjuice from our brain, we finally decided to get marrrriedddddddd this morning. If i'm not wrong, Wedding started round 12:20,
And eveeryone(except SD, ALI BABA and some co. dint attend) did attend this happy event of ours.!;D thanks peopleeeee for cominggggg~
Alrigght, wedding was prettty badddddd, because not mentally prepared, and kinda nervous,
And guesss what? we did it just after the 4th time. and boyfriend just wasted another a-cash as we can win for the 3rd round. (we have completed everything except for the 1 sync perf.)=/
Whats more, we trained like 34945968528rounds before the wedddding! eeeeew, thats bad.=//

finally know what it meant by no use having training, it isnt the same feeeling when the real wedding started.=/ but this is worth posting, Awwwwww.((;



AND AND AND, the main point is: I'M HAPPPPILY MARRRRRIEDDDDD !;D Black - Pepper <3 Awwwwwww, someone even guesssss correctly what i'm gonnna write in thereeeee. and i truely believe in telepathyyy. btw, thanks fate! (HAH,i shall write here instead ;P).


OKAY! backk to reeeaaall lifeeeee.;X Spend 2/8 of my dayy at the east coast park as both of us agree to see the sunset together. but guess what? in the end, we watched the skyy instead. but it was really really prettttty okay. the sky there really gave me a comfortable feeeelinggg. and i felt really nice inside. the company's right, the atmosphere's right. I swear, if anything's gonnna happpen to me in the future, be it anything sadddddd or making my blood boil, i am so going to make a tripp to east coast parkk. because somehow, it gave me the satisfication that i neeed. Awwwww.=/ . i even ask question like '' can i play around the clouds' and someone answered'' wait till we die.'' Seee that? he dint mention ''i'' or '' you'' seperately . (; dinnner was at parkway foodcourt, and drinks was at sweeet-talk at marine paradeee.(and that reminds me of the last time when me and bel ordered thereee. oh bel, i misssss yaaaa.!>.< )

And for this picture, it gave me a far-far away island feeeling.

If only, we could escape awaaayyy, and be at somewhere hereeee where time literally pause, where problems and troubles disappearedddd, where our love stayyyyyyyy.(;

OKAYS! gonnna haveeee a short post here. Just a couples of days during my grandpa's wake.i kinda toook half a day of to my future school to purchase my lappppy. Reason whye i choose to have it purchase on that day was that, that was the last third day of their lapppy roadshoww. and i dont think i might not have chance to get the lapppy i wanted to get. !

AND SO,


TAAAAA-DAAHHHH! ;D
i bought this ACER-ASPIRE TRAVEL MATE 1500 , and i'm the owner of this newwww lappppy.!
: Lapppyyyy, dont worrry, i swear i'm gonna take gooood careeee of you. because, you're my first ever lappppy. So worrrry not, you might be my travel partner cum companion for 3years in my schoool u knowww.!;D

And this is currently my lappppy background.! Was hunting for anime skins round Sim Lim and Funan IT mall these days, but i seriously cant find any pretty or motivating one. Everything is super common. Uncle's going to help me hunt for it. Hope he found it, if not, i am going to customise it. Might think that i'm wasting my money , but come to think of it, i neeed to be motivated by my lapppppy, the black black lapppy kinda makes me boreddddd you seeeee. :(

School's really really starting ! ohhhh no, sharks. i'm seriously wondering how my newww life would be in schoool. Freshman orientation's starting in two weeeeeks time. and since cousin is not goinggg, i am considering whether to go anot . HEH! or maybe i would go for the last dayyy to get my student passs and ez-link card! haha!;X weelll, i'll see about it thennnn.

Whats' more i have 2weeeeks before i get troubled about it.HEH!;X