OKAY, i'm going to make this blog alive again . because i felt very irratated seeing the previous post. and both my fingers and brain came to be itchyyyyy. So people, welcome me back!;D
Actually many thinqs happpened these 5days. and one post definately cant update everything i wanted to say. So, i'm going to use the next 3days to write out all the happpenings .(;
A sudden wakeup -call woke me upp on the 27th. Saying that , grandpa couldnt make it anymore. because his blood pressure was decreasing till the machine itself couldnt measure it. That news seriously make my heart sink to the bottom. Previous night was sent to the hospital because he does not have sufficient energy and he dint want to consume any foood. and so, once i heard the news, my family rushed all the waaaayyy to the hospital. Grandpa was weak, and one loook from him, i could feeel that i could not recognise him anymore. Nothing couldnt be done except to be by his sideeeee. Many others aunts, uncles and cousins came. and till the very last breathe grandpa could hold, he dont seeemed that he wanted to leave the worlddd. His eyes were reluctanly opeenn too. It makes me wonder that he might have any will to make. Unfortunately , none could hear it. because he was tooo weak to actually talk it all out. Dadddy's hand came to closeee his eyes, and everyone calling him to rest in peace. But once again, i must really say grandpa was really really strong as even he stop breathing, his heartbeat continues to beat for the next 30mins. that 30minutes to us were just like we were at the tip of the rollercoaster ride. Because,no one bears to seee him offf.
Wake was held near the multi-purpose hall, and i guess everyone dint have a gooood time. Tears shedddd, happenings were told to many other relatives who came. But what i really felt gooood was, at least grandpa's death came expectedly. and we did seee him offff. in addition, he's no longer in pain anymore. (;
some words that i would like to say before i close this chapter of someone who's important in my lifeeeeeee.
Dear grandpa,
you're the one who watch me grow up,the one who accompany me down to the playground whenever you're freee.the one who also teaches me how to play chinese chesss when i'm small. and of all the small little things you have done, (like saving the best foood for me, letting me watch my favourite channel whenever i like.) i really appreciate it. and you're the best grandpa i've known so far in my lifeee. and of course , i'm sure you will be the best in my whole lifetime. But unfortunately, your time have reached. and you're going to another world. I give you my words that, i will study harddd like you useeddd to tell mee, respect and take care of my father. So you too ya?Rest in peace, and find grandma andd 4th aunt alrights.(; because, you will no longer be in pain anymoreeeeee.
Also, Things to addddd,
Bel's date was cancelled before the day came . >.<>
Next,Jiayu called me out 7 days ago. and in fact, i wanted to meeet her past few days for a sakaeeeeeeeeeeee dinnner to update each other on our life too. and come to think of it, i have not seen this woman for like 3 months and counting.=/ Sorrry jiayu! :(
Wake's officially overrrrr todayyy.(meaning ashes was collected to the temple, and many many moreeeee.) Bad news was : i've to wear non-bright colours for the next 45 days. it's suppppper hard for me ! because, all my clothes were bright colours! >.< , hopeeee these days passsedddddd soooooon.
Stoppped here, if not someone's gonnna falll asleeeeep ! Gonna post the other rest tmwr! stay tunned!;DD
